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Say bye to February.

2012-02-27T22:30:00.013+08:00

Like my caption of pudding,to , #Monday #blue but I was wearing #black and maroon #red. Oh well, I never suit bang so I will just keep my hair that long :)
Actually, I just found out the application of pudding.to recently and I'm yet a newbie. Who's using PUDDING.TO? Follow me yea ! # Jeangalz

Nothing much about last week but just one thing, lots of people are getting marry on this period. I wonder is that a propitious time for Chinese? Just attended one not long ago and another one for last weekend. It was my relatives wedding anyway! Simply wish couples all around the world live happily ever after with the loves one. ♥

Me and the bride. She's just one year older than me but she has just upgraded herself as people's wife :D

Don't find it too details because I took all of these with my phone. You can't compare to professional camera's quality.

Gave my hand and helped out on the registration counter on that night. It was still my first time to help out actually. By doing so, I actually got a rough idea about what's gonna to do and plan in the future to get rid with all the orderless stuff. Cooperation is indeed a key to avoid confusion. *Somehow I think I am too fast to think all about this but who's care ? =p *

I am not over obsess with kids yeah! Just to clarify before any further misunderstanding. Hmm, she's is one of my niece. Sounds so old when I, myself realizing they should call me aunty :( I found she's looking cute with some expressions! Some of the relatives claimed she looks like my passed away grandma and yeah, I think so too ! Just a cute little girl. I can't stop looking at her cute face especially with the smile one. Sooooo adorable. Wishing my kids would be that adorable but prior of that , I wish they would be more good looking when they grow up :D *face palm*

#Baby fat ! Isn't she looks cuteeeee all the way down? ♥♥♥ Super like for this picture ! :D :D
It is not a lie for sure ! Look at the cute kids would definitely turns your mood better or perhaps make you day! =D Seeing innocent and naive face of them, realizing how much you have grown and changed, how complicated your mind is and you are just no longer naive. Appreciate time people =)

I won't give up on us , Even if the skies get rough , I'm giving you all my love , I'm still looking up
I won't give up - Jason Mraz

I follow the wet and rainy road ; And look back to our memories ; The blurry rain reminds me of you ; And you fill up in my tears.
Back In Time - Lyn

Anyway, February is just about to over. March is attacking into the year of 2012. Hope March will be a better month for all of you, please be nice to be also okay ? :)
Like for serious, I don't know what am I actually writing now due to my tiredness, shall just get some sleep and ready for tomorrow's classes. Good night yea !

My Random #Wednesday.

2012-02-22T21:37:00.007+08:00

Gahhhhhh, I am back to here again :) A total of 3 hectic days, seriously made me felt like so exhausted. 2 days of 9 hours class and a day of 6 hours class. Oh well, I am still strong here, ya fine, I guess so. For the continuous 3 days, overload information had been non-stop injecting into my brain but my brain doesn't inject with a memory card, that's the worse part. It is time to worry :(

What so special during the past weekend? Nothing special but just attended Melvin's brother wedding dinner at Tropicana Golf Club Resort. There goes my ever first red wedding invitation card through out my life. Seriously, my mum was bugging non-stop for quite some time. Bugging that I am too young to receive this kind of invitation card. Oh well, what can I say for more ? Anyway, I super like the feeling when I can witness happiness moments with my nude eyes especially couples who can live happily ever after ! So loved ♥, and I sincerely wishing the couple with lots of love here! :)

Anyway, I was browsing and streaming funshion and out of the sudden I found this drama. Yea, I personally prefer those palace type drama but korean style is not a bad choice too. Can't believe they got rate of 9.7 out of 10. Can you imagine how nice it is ? So, I tried before you do :)

It is call The Moon That Embraces the Sun, 拥抱太阳的月亮. The story is based on a written novel which has the same name also. Basically, it is all about love story between 2 young teenagers but because of the bias and unfair dealings in political side, fate to become a queen of the country became her nightmare. To save her alive, she ended up losing all her memories at a very young age. Instead of becoming a queen, she became a witch. Based on my research on internet, it has only 20 episodes. Well, what a short palace story. Anyhow, I am only half way to episode 6. No doubt, it is nice to watch :) Highly recommended ! :)

Remember the girl? If you watch korean drama, I think you are definitely familiar with her face. What a cute girl ! :)

You know what, I actually don't have much to say because I haven manage to finish the whole drama but still it is highly recommended, look out for their original sound tracks too. I love sentimental songs! Hiak hiak!

Heart skipped a beat during taxation class today. Results was being released today. I never be the best, never. I might just don't put in my maximum efforts but when, when , when will I only get the achievement? Study like a nerd? Locked up myself in a room ? I don't mean to appraise myself here but since I was young, people like to quote me as clever girl but if I have that high of IQ level, will I still getting this kind of results? I really wonder. It is a stress, exactly. It is not like I never revise but just not the results I wanted. Hate the moment when I memorized things hard before exam and just can't refresh back during exam time. Nah, I don't wanna care this shit right now. So freaking tired after 9 hours class. Ahhhhhhh, just let me have some chilling session.

# What doesn't kill you make you STRONGER :)

#GOOD NIGHT ! Just showing another picture with make up on my face :)

Roses.

2012-02-17T20:51:00.005+08:00

After one month, my hair doesn't look that healthy though. Definitely need some Vitamins :) Just like what Pei Qi said, our hair are so 'SOTONG' now. I think it really make sense. OH HUH. Oh well, I think I am just not good in taking care of it. So, serve it right.

Bullshit paragraph, I just can't wait to talk about my roses actually. *evil smile* Whatever you want to think as if I am showing off my roses or what. Who cares? I was just too happy to talk about it. *jump like a little girl* YEAH!

One day after Valentine's day, I was busy preparing to college for classes and I got message from Connie asking where were I ? She's like a weirdo, keep asking me that I must appear in Rock Cafe when I reach college. It was kinda early compared to the time I reached college usually so I just walked there and took a seat. Nothing strange at the beginning but in a sudden, I was asked to close my eyes. Brain can't stop thinking WHY and I was anxious to ask WHY for so so so many times. That day wasn't my birthday but yaaaa, I closed my eyes with no proper reasons. When I opened my eyes, a bouquet of rose was appearing in front of my eyes. Not dreaming, real roses man! Was sooooo HAPPY! Words can't describe my feelings! Blood circulation ran faster than I thought, face was heated up and turned so red due to Felicia @@''

(p/s: Thanks Connie, Felicia and Jackson for helping up Victor. hahahahah! You know I appreciate you all ♥. Jog more early in the morning yea. It is good for your health. hahahah! *being sarcastic* :p)

Personally has a friend. He asked me, ''How long did you not meet up with your boyfriend?''. It has been half a year, I answered. ''Long distance relationship is really that tough?'' Ya, it has never been easy. I failed once and I know it. It needs both sides' commitments. One side will never works! Patience, tolerance, communications and definitely you need more than these.

Saw the blackie part of the rose? He said he preferred that way. Nothing in this world is perfect. We ain't perfect too. So the blackie part represents the imperfection of us :) Human learn from mistakes, learn to live better :)

Oh well, although I look a bit weird here but still, I am the happy girl ♥

On the other hand, finally I am done with my whole week exam. Feel so well to rest after a hectic week. Hectic because have to study NON-STOP !! Life of accounting is not easy at all I can tell :'(. Marks are not are the expected level so should work harder, harder and harder. Time to catch up please. All the best kay ? :)

# Have to exercise as much as I can tomorrow, is like so long I did not exercise already. Sweat it all out. Just don't build any muscles on my legs anymore. I can't take it :'(

Will stop here today. Good Night People :)

Happy Valentine's Day ♥

2012-02-14T21:12:00.004+08:00

14.02.2012 Happy Valentine's people. To couples, wish you all have a great romantic day and to all the singles ladies and gentlemen outside, you have another 364 days to get your right one before next Valentine approaches ! Good Luck yo :)

Somehow, Valentine's Day never be special for me but this year I have him with me. Although he's a pain in my ass but still he's my favorite Valentine, teheee ! The only bad thing is distance tears us apart physically but still, life goes on. hmm..

Many people did really had a concern, why the story between me and him is written over again after 2 years gap, many people asked but I just gave a random answer. Sorry people. SO, WHY ?

We met on year 2008, I was 15 and he was 18. He studied in Penang and I was in Kwang Hua. Story began before he went oversea but seriously, it was so tough to maintain a long distance relationship. Two teenagers had fights, quarrels, conflicts etc over the rebel period and full stop ended our story later on. Was really sad, took a long period to recover and then tried to accept some new people into our life. So did he. However we both failed. I guess god did that for a reason, wink* :'p I still can blurry remember how I shattered tears when I accidentally bumped into him in school. Classmates knew that =X It was bloody hurt man. Luckily, it was finally a past tense now, (: Don't really know since when, we started to contact back, like a friend. Yeah, chat like a friend until he came back Malaysia for summer break in year 2011. We did lots of conversations, clarified all under table misunderstanding and that's the time we knew feelings are somehow still bury deep inside our heart. No complication, we just took up the risk and had a try and until today, we are still here ! First step wasn't easy, it took both of us such a huge courage, to overcome and to solve all the obstacles. We did it ! Years that broke us apart grew us up, made us tougher to protect this relationship. Thanks god that both side of parents approved the relationship, and it is being transparent like what you see now :)

- Picture of last summer -

Some people around me did objected relationship of mine initially but look, I have my own right to do my decision, Imma risk taker but if no risk was taken at the beginning, how to get all the happiness in return?
Long distance relationship, well-known hardcore ! We fight over small things sometimes but we fix things too. So, blessed us with love! ♥♥ Not much things but Happy Valentine's Day my love :D

Valentine's Day, college was really crowded with people. Seeing girls in college receiving roses, chocolates and whatsoever during Valentine while I was studying hard for audit exam. #Iamsopity! It is definitely a lie if I say I am not envy at all. Yeah, of course I wish I can receive a bouquet of rose too but well, keep on waiting :( .
Back to reality, really hope I could get a satisfy result for tax and audit later on!
Before Valentine's Day ends,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !
again , with love. XOXO.

Michael is left !

2012-02-11T21:49:00.006+08:00

It is really not a good idea where you own a blog and you neglect it like that. HAH ! Correct, I am in this category, not too busy but just don't know what to write here. Life goes on, day by day.
I truly believe those who always put a smile on face are those who really emotional much, have troubles deep inside, cry like a baby and probably hide themselves under the blanket during late night. We never know, the only difference is they choose to keep things inside. They feel better that way, probably.

This week, is not really happening. The fact that a very close friend of mine had left to Australia for his further study. Had a small farewell party in Setia Overtime on the past Wednesday. Oh well, we grew up, not a secondary student anymore. People changed, but still the older age you are, you will be missing all the kids games. We did really played some kids game like passing few sentences around, one by one. In the end, you will realise the things come out from the last person is so much difference from the initial story. That's how I know how scary is rumours and gossips. Anyway, I had a great night with them ! :)

Thursday, the day where Michael left. Ken, Hui Ern , Mei Chin, Pee Jing and I went to airport and sent him off. Sometimes, I do really think time flies. Knowing him was like yesterday's story. It is so funny especially think of his kid's look during form 1 ! I don't look good either. Hahaha! I like the way he is, as a friend, who can share things, even it is just a crap. Teasing each other might be rude sometimes but deep inside there, we know it is just a joke. Hui Ern asked him to wait for the chance she fly to Australia but I said, '' I wait you to return! '' :)
I think the feeling to send somebody off in KLIA will be better. LCCT is just like a bus terminal. Hmm, the next one will be Hui Ern and Ken. Seriously, I don't really like the feeling but still you have to face it in your life. I don't like to cry in the airport ! :( Really hope that our friendship will last long, hope that we are still close like now after 20, 30 years. Pray hard *finger crossed*

To be frank, this week is not my week. Kind of crestfallen I had, I think a lot, crazy stuff that I never had. Things are serious this time, the most I guess. I can't even believe after I woke up from the sadness. I really don't like but I can never choose what kind of circumstances I want. You left with no choices, sigh!

No matter how grey is the day, luckily I received L O V E S S S S from Lisbon, Portugal ! The post card sent by my dearest, only thing that brighten my week. Oh-sooooo-luckilyyyy- ♥ ♥ ♥

No matter what, I think days will turn better.
Shall work hard for next week progress test ! First written based exam. +u +u !! :)

A week of Chinese New Year.

2012-01-29T20:39:00.007+08:00

Cause baby you're a firework, come on show 'em what you're worth, make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!", as you shoot across the sky-y-y!

Fireworks, basically you will only see it during certain festival time just like Chinese New Year. ''Pip Pop'' sounds are so common during festivals time. No lies, I think fireworks are definitely a romantic thing especially watch it with you love one. It is in my dream list too ! Sooooo romantic which I don't know how to describe the feelings in heart ! :) Forget about meteor, such a hardcore, pick fireworks with loves one will do, teheeeee.

So, HEY !! How's your Chinese New Year? I bet all of the responds will be exactly the same - '' I enjoyed ''. About myself, my Chinese New Year is never be special, just so so. Visiting relatives and some friends' houses. Guess red packets for this year is the least for me. For the whole week time, I did not even pick myself a red top because I don't really have one but I think if you have lucks in gambling, you never need red to shine yourself to win money, isn't it? I really think that I don't have lucks this year. So many matches of 21 points, I barely won money, most probably losing some amounts of moneyyyy. Aww so sad ! Just so you know, I was addicted to Facebook Texas Poker once upon a time, that's the time I learned what is poker, muahahah! Always played like a professional cause it was not real money what. Raised money like a boss but in real life, I dare not to do so. You gotta lose big portion of your money if you're not careful enough. It will be a pain in your ass man. Seeing the money losing and you regret at the end of the day. Luckily, for serious.. my poker give me a smiley face, :) so that I won back all my loses. Thanks for the contributions, my friends. Love you ! hahahaha.

This time, year 2012 ; gonna be the last Chinese New Year we guys could gather like the picture you saw in a glance. Part of the friends are leaving to overseas for their higher education. Different friends flying to different places, summer and winter breaks will never be the same anymore! My mind went blank, totally no ideas when's everybody get to gather like this again. Everybody's growing up, tracking for their ideal dreams with own pathway. Please people, please cherish what you all have now, cause we never now what's happening tomorrow, even in the future!

Micheal, a 7 years friend of mine gonna leave in 2 weeks time. Knowing him was like yesterday's story, seeing him grew from a kiddo and now, a good looking guy. I don't know whether will I be crying in the airport on the day itself or not and yet I wish I will not, wishing him all the best in his life. May friendships of us never fade, we - will be best friend forever ! ♥♥♥

I, really like this picture. Guys in front are like takeo, wish all of you have a nice Chinese New Year.

p/s : Finally, like finally.. one week has been over. It left another 6 days to go before he will be back. I really can't stand with the 8 hours difference man! Just so you know, missing you will never be less. ♥♥♥

Days Without Him ; just DIFFERNT.

2012-01-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

Page 24 out of 366 pages, it is the second day of Chinese New Year, Chinese are busy celebrating festival in their own hometown. Without traffic jam problems in Klang, it seems to be so quiet. To me, Chinese New Year is never special like what's in people's mind, just so you know I don't really feel exicted like others do. The only difference is I get to collect ang pow around while I am still not married. Frankly, I don't really like Chinese New Year, of course there is some stories behind but who's really caring things like this nowadays?

My days seems to be slightly unique after he stepped in my life once again. People who knows me well know skype and whatsapp is my life. Although it might be a bit virtual that I couldn't touch him, feel him by my side currently but seeing he smiles is more than enough to make my day. For the previous few months, video call is my daily routine. Texting is not exempted as well. In a sudden, all my daily routine is affected for half month! Texting is no longer available in 2 weeks time, video call is a hardcore now due to the time difference. I just couldn't get use to it like for serious! Thanks god Russia is only 4 hours different from Malaysia =)

When you are so get use to a habit, you are definitely unable to stand with the new coming ways. Days without him is so different, I have nothing better to do other than missing him. Even though I know I can study for the upcoming tests but I am just not in the mood. When you are missing somebody inside there, time is too slow to move for no reasons! That's why waiting part is always the toughest thing in the world! It really make sense right now. Argh, 11 days man. I feel like it has been more than a decade. How much I wish once I wake up in the next morning, he's there to say hello to me! *aww, you dream too much!*

Words never perform the 100% of feeling in heart. Damn, can't you just move a bit faster to 4th February, the dearest clock? *bugging in my heart*
Oh well, nagging wouldn't make time turns faster in reality, just hope my dearest have a nice trip at Spain and Portugal. Instead of souvenirs, I hope you're with me even more ! ♥

Before Chinese New Year.

2012-01-18T22:49:00.004+08:00

Like my Facebook caption, '' BACK TO LIFE ! ''. It doesn't mean that I don't have a life before this but just prior to my circumstances, I have been sicked for few days time. Sickness visit me and forget about updates, I don't feel like doing any other things other than SLEEP, yeah you're right, sleep like nobody's business, a typical pig! ;')

Cherish all the concerns from friends. Just to let you all know, I am really fine now. Guess I am after eating 2 days of panadol. Know that it is not good for body but what options I left so that I could avoid from skipping classes. No right? What I hate about sick? This is my important part, no energy to care my damn sensitive face and ended up seeing all the pimples start growing out on checks ! I hate this part !!

So back to story line, went to LAO SHENG with the classmates just now. What a wonderful day, having lots of laughter and jokes through the whole day. It is super duper tiring to have 9 hours classes in a day but without these fellow, my school life wouldn't be that interesting. Just imagine we yelled in audi hall and lecture theater where we totally got people's attention! It is crazy but who's care? Generations nowadays can't leave without gadget as such handphone, ipad, laptop etc. There's a phenomena in my class which is when somebody get started with a game, everyone will follow and crazily addicted with that particular game before the exciting feeling fade =O I don't play games because I just couldn't score high marks like them ! T.T

Forget about the crap but I think I just ran out of topic. So I Love You, You Love Me, We Are Happy Family ! hahahaaha ! I just love the way you guys are ! With no specific purpose, with no intention, with no benefits purpose, making each other laugh happily, this is what friends are. Like the gang of secondary friends, so loved :) ♥

New resolution shall be stated in a new year and I just simply wish good things come to people who are being nice! :)

Hai yaaaaa, there's too much to talk and I can assure it will never comes to a end point. In short, just hope everyone have a good Chinese New Year ! Do things which you think is right, never have a regret later on because EVERY DAY IS DEFINITELY A LIVE SHOW, you can make a mistake but never repeat the same mistakes for second time! :)

Behind the smiles.

2012-01-12T23:13:00.005+08:00

When a person tends to laugh more, smile more, or even with some unusual action, this is because too much of stories behind all of these where not much people actually realize why they do so. ARGH, too much of things happened this few weeks. Life is never easy, lots of obstacles, standing right there and wait you to face it, solve it.

Uhhhhh* Have been not emotional for sometimes. There's a sentence saying that there is always an entrance after every exit. So does problems. It is all about yourself, how you deal it after all.

Being sensitive is not a gift from god like Layvne said. It is a disaster when troubles are around ; when heart always break into pieces.

Crying is how your body speaks when your mouth can't explain the pain you feel.

Don’t say you’re happy because everything is alright. Be happy because even when everything’s complicated, you’re still doing fine.

*Chill yea chill* I am throwing out all the emo shits that accumulated since pass few days. I don't even know what am I writing all about now !! Let me be and I am doing fine here now. Gotta sleep mannnn, ciao and will update as soon as possible :)

My hair - a- i - r :)

2012-01-08T17:50:00.004+08:00

Is 2012 people, so-called domesday. Whether you believe or not, I don't for serious. If the world is gonna end like this, you're not alone though. So why are you afraid with it since there's so much population in this world, I don't even know how much it is. Oh well, it doesn't matter.

Since it is a new year, must do something that make you feel NEW too. For me, I spent my money to perm my hair !! Muahaha ! While this was the first time I spent my own money on my hair, it was not cheap but forget it, just once I want to pamper myself with the money I earned during last holidays ! :)

It is kind of Korean digital perm I guess, not the thing you use when you want a temporary curl. However, my hair turned out so straight on the second day, just like before I permed. My heart skipped a beat, thinking that all my money gone. Have a look on the first permed first :D

How was it? So ya, I went back to the salon again and waited for so long time, the hair stylist permed my hair for the second time, it turns better instead! Love it babe ! Luckily it was totally FREE OF CHARGE, it not I really gotta cry over my money. Jinjaaaaaa !! Hahahaha.

Better right? :) See me in real yeah :)

School started and this semester is going to be a hardcore one. Work hard to the maximum please because I want to pass all in one shot. Good luck to me :)

Recommend a video to you guys, I love the first part, try to listen and watch it. If it sounds interesting to you, get the second part - Lovely Dovey :]

The One That Just Turned 19 ♥

2012-01-03T20:48:00.018+08:00

Hello year 2012 ! How was your celebration to welcome a brand new year? Seeing fireworks, screaming like an insane during the countdown ? I guess so :) So yeah, everyone of you is one year older than previously. And now, I am officially 19! No longer a teenager, getting to the stage of a lady :)

Just so you know, my birthday falls on 2nd of January which is one day after New Year. My 18th birthday was in National Service and this year was is TGI Friday, Sunway Pyramid with the gang of secondary classmates! *Ideas credited to Lavyne*

To those who never been there before, basically the foods are based on western culture, chicken based on chicken breast part which is healthier and yet the price isn't that cheap yea. Once in a while is okay but if it is often, it is gonna to kill your wallet. @@''
It was not a grand celebration but just a simple dinner with good friends together. Add on bonus was a very nice environment.

Have you ever heard on how TGI Friday celebrates customer's birthday? If you're not, allow me to speak :)

Initially, they will bring you 2 bottle of ketchup and give you a chance to choose whether which to drink. For an example, if you are 19, you gotta drink 19 times of it. After that, you will be ask to stand on the chair in public. This was just too awkward for me!! People around seeing you standing above the chair, like how teacher punish the primary students. GOSH! Okay, let's continue first. Next, they will only announce to you that the ketchup is not for you to drink but your 'wireless microphone'. Wireless as in YOU GOTTA SING IN THE PUBLIC. This is even crazier for me to do in the public! Luckily, the bunch of friends were singing with me together.

After singing session, you will think it is already done but you're definitely wrong man. They will bring the cake to a kinda far distance and fool you to blow the candle. It is impossible to do it, just trying to make you as awkward as you can :) Later on, they will only bring it to a nearer distance.

Like what you saw now, that's the idea found in TGI Friday. Crazy and yet it is a super memorable memory for the birthday star. And I, will not forget this bunch of people as long as I live, sure I will gotcha them if I got the chance!! Let's see yeah!

And here, my pressieeee and the birthday card. Oh well, since when I am so in love with pink? hahahaah!

Thanks for the simple yet nice dinner, love you all my friends. HUGGIES* ♥♥♥

So damn in love with this pictures. SO AH BENG !!! hahahaha

Group photo. Weheeeeeeeeeeee !! I am the one who just turned 19 :)

TGI Friday, that's the memories dropped by :)

Lastly, let the smile and laughter influence your world. Keep yourself happy ever and ever. Hope it will be a good good good year to everyone of you. Good things will always come along with positive mind. Good luck people :)

♥♥♥

2011-12-30T00:05:00.003+08:00

Ignore the ugly home-look. My brain was thinking when I can sleep all the while and forgotten is 30th now !! OH MY GOD, I hate my brain at this moment. Tell me why can I forget ? I am just too lifeless when I got nothing to do at home. Stepping into the last 2 days of 2011, how would you feel from your bottom of heart? I am actually rushing for this post before I could sleepppppp.. Just do something you think is worth before the year end alright? :)

I got Baby Boy & Baby Girl by my side, feel so loved :)
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE !
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A small farewell ; Lu Ee

2011-12-28T22:25:00.005+08:00

So damn uneasy with my eye brow, hate the period when I am waiting it to grow back and shape it into the shape I wanted to. Waiting never been easier, it really make sense right now. I know it wouldn't be so obvious like this but if you really look into me closely, you will know what am I crapping all at this moment. Nobody cares but I care :( , eye brow is the key where it really decide how you gonna look like, no lies.

So what for today? I met Lu Ee this afternoon, after so long... really really long. Is like 2 years after the last meeting. Best friend will always be best friend. No matter how long it did to separate each other, the relationship still remain the same. Can talk a lot during the meet up session. Luckily, I managed to meet her up this time before she leaves to Switzerland for her future study. If I miss this time again, I really don't know how long am I gonna wait for the next meet up. She's so farrrrrrr awayyyyyy :(

Although Christmas is over but who's care? Just took the background for picture :) burst my phone with pictures again but too bad, it is not that clear, shall use camera initially :(

Love this picture.

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However it is not that clear, front camera of my phone what. What to expect more ?

Anyway, is good to meet her again. If you want something to be last long, you have to maintain it, just like friendship. Hope she has a safe journey and nice year over there, shall meet again next time if we get the chance because she's staying so far from me. *SIGH* OPPS, must be have. Fate won't end us like that. Take care my dear :)

Christmas Is Over.

2011-12-26T16:39:00.008+08:00

Yay !! Mid Valley fair is finally over, which means that Christmas for year 2011 is officially over too. Today is 26 December. Obviously, year 2011 is going to end by 5 days time more. My 19th year is welcoming me already, oh no!! Getting older and older year by year. Anyway, I like this picture @ my current Facebook profile picture :D

The Mid Valley DCIM fair wasn't that crowded as expected, I guess most of the people went back to their home town because today is a public holiday? Ya I guess so. Well, Mid Valley is actually kind of far for me to travel especially I have to stuck in the jam for no reasons. Hate traffic jam to the max, no one like it right? argh! Due to the launching of Nikon V1 and J1, all the roadshows are emphasize on the camera itself, even you saw the big ''1'' word. Basically, it is a advance compact camera, quite a good camera. The only weakness is only the price. Rich people won't dare to bother its price I guess :)
* Spot the bears behind the counter? Wondering how much amount of money did the boss spent to buy all of these? It was simply more than 50 bears !! @@''

I am still a junior worker in this company. Not so professional yet but ya, there is still many things for me to learn, spaces to improve. You get nothing if you don't take attempt to start learning.
After work ended on the third day which was 25 December, boss distributed out all the bears to the workers. This is the most happiness time I can say!! :D You can't even imagine how girls look like when they are crazy with this cute little stuffs. OH MY GOD, girls were snatching around for the cutest bear ! Just like how they snatching for the best worth goods during warehouse sales.
Trueeeeee, these are the best Christmas present for everyone afterall. Thank you boss! It was tiring to work but at least tiredness was eventually paid off with happiness :) Although I just managed to get 2 of it but I am truly satisfied. So I gotta give one of it to my dearest, gonna take care of his belonging until he's back again next year. Feel so loved whenever I see the bear lying silently on my bed ♥♥♥

Among of all the bears, I still like this the most. What do you think? Very cute right? Cuter than the kitty I have owned since I was born to this world. GOSHHHH ! Girls like cute things without doubt!! Ironically, an almost 19 years old girl still so in love with this kind of cute things but WHO'S CARES ? :D :D :D
* What's happening ? Getting in love with kitty stuff, so damn big impact from Felicia. Oh no, my poor Winnie :(

Anyway, gonna rest for a week before the last 3 working days, rest well please. Don't give me nightmare or dreams anymore. I am sick of it :(
O ya, gonna meet my dear Lu Ee this Wednesday. Waiting, waiting and waiting !! I am going to burst my camera again, teheeeeeee ;p

Stay Tune :)

Merry Merry Christmas :)

2011-12-21T21:32:00.004+08:00

Okay, let's see when was the last update? I can't really remember though. Was really busy lately. Even myself don't really get a good rest. Yea, I am Nikon. Am working as promoter for Nikon for my current semester break. Just finished at Tropicana yesterday and I am going for Mid valley and Low Yat fair for the coming 2 weekends. Feel free to drop by or purchase camera from me :)

Honestly saying, I never work from 10-10pm for any jobs. This is still the first time I have been working for that long hours, legs really pain afterall. Only get to seat during lunch or dinner break but there is no chair with back for me. Really get exhausted on that night itself. That's the reason why am I not updating my dear blog for quite few days. After few days at Tropicana City Mall, found out it is not crowded at all. Even the unit of camera being sold out every day is not that much. Is kind of boring at there, nothing to eat, nothing much to do except chit-chat with the colleague. Is like finally, I am done with the job there, wink*

While busying to reach my saving target, I still get to meet up with this bunch of secondary close friend. Spot Michael for serious, he bleached his teeth before, omg omg omg, I want also ;( I am going to do it after I work next time, pay for my own bill !!
I guess we are just close that they could even joke on my target. Ai ya.. you know and I know XD. O ya, we probably going to UK Farm next week. Let's just hope the plan will be still going next week :)

Not much things to say but just MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance everyone. Best wishes from Tropicana City Mall :)

Day to Melacca.

2011-12-15T11:50:00.013+08:00

Tadaaaaa.. It is kinda rare that you will see me with sleeveless shirt but yeah, I did it this time. Why ? Just because the 2 past experiences during the visit to Melacca told me their weather is too hot to kill people, like an oven. However, the weather turned out to be so cloudy that day. I even feel the wind blow through my skin. Awwww.. everything has an exception. Anyway, this was the third time I have been visiting Melacca for this year. Nothing special to me anymore.

No more chicken rice shop for this time. I am not carnivore. I don't eat meats as much as he did. Oh well, this time we managed to tried the famous nyonya restaurant which is Ole Sayang.

The restaurant does not fill rice plate by plate, they fill it in this small basket and you just take the amount you want. Not a bad idea, prevent people for wasting foods :)

Not really sure what they call this dish. Never judge a book but its cover. Same to this dish, although it looked super normal but it tasted superb delicious !! *OH MY GOD* Felicia would know what it called I guess.

The Otak-otak. Anyhow I still like Muar's one.

I bet most of the people know Ayam Ponteng is the famous dish for Baba and Nyonya, that's why we were there to try it. It tasted kind of sweet, not-my-taste anyhow. No matter what, it worth a try for those who never try before :)

Since the next day is a public holiday. Most of the hotels in Melacca was fully booked. Ended up we stayed in hotel Arenaa Le'Duxe. Not a bad hotel, all the decorations inside was decorated with vintage culture. YAY !! My type my type! It look antique yet elegant. (p/s: the 3 siblings)

Told ya, vintage look! Same to the house phone. I actually stopped by there for quite long time just to snap a satisfied picture. hiak hiak* :p

Spot on the face expression. hahahaha! This was the so-called gym facilities inside the hotel. Not much but enough for you to exercise :)

Actually, not much stories to be told for this trip. The only special thing for this time was ---- finally I managed to try Satey Celup which I keep bugging on that I want to try all these time since the last trip to Melacca! Thanks to Jackson :)

To those who never try before, here's the look. It just like the 'luk luk' we eat in klang. Just the soup to cook is slightly different. O ya, my sister actually saw Henley eating there too. She probably recognized the right people.

Lastly, here's the look from Nizhny Novgorod, Russia. Although I never been there before but this was the picture I received from my dearest ! :) *with LOVE*
ME LIKE SNOWWWWW !! Enjoy people !

Gonna stop here for this time, will be back soon again and again :)

Party Time

2011-12-12T21:35:00.013+08:00

Hey ya, I am back after few days gap. Teheeee.. Like I mentioned previously, went to partyyyy in Yon Huang's house. I thought we promised that 11.11 of every year will be our class's party? Although this year we were quite some late, but at least we planned a party for everyone to gather in one shot. However, some people out there seems like not that cooperative. Some don't even care to bother. I know you guys saw it, even if you all intended to cheat on me that you're not able to attend with sort of reasons, I will accept. At least.. at least you respect all the organizer, rather than you ignore what people done had done for you guys! Okay fine. Let's just chill down, not everyone in the class will cherish the friendship, the fate that we were being arranged in one class. hmmm..

*Ohmygod* Did I just ruin the atmosphere in my blog?HAHAHAHA. I am truly sorry. Okay, let's just talk about something cheerful :D
It was an awesome meet up to gather people once again, AWESOME STEAMBOAT but every time, sure got people can't make it among the gang. Gathering never be perfect. I was thinking, what if we make a fix schedule that every month we should find at least one day to gather? It must be a good way to maintain the friendship :)

Saw it ? Exactly what we ate outside those steamboat shop. No doubt, the soup was nice.

The girls, I am too tall to block Sue Ann, that's why I was the only one who had different pose. HAHAHAHAH !

oh nonononono ! Saw it ? 3 posers !! Just like advertisement !

Me, Jia Ting and Lai Peng. Yon Huang's parents claimed that Lai Peng and me look alike. LOL ! WHERE GOT?! Our hair might just look a bit alike I guess.

Know what, I like this picture actually. So niceeeeeeeeeee ; with Lavyne :)

The both cousin. He's the one who can make people laugh like mad. Like to crap all the shits. Useless content but the good things are they can make people's day. See his pose and you know, good actor ;p

Lagi best for this one. Credited to me cause I took this. Perfect expression for perfect background :)

Look at Wei Pin !! So muscular now. This is how a national swimmer looks like :) Who wanna be like him? Go swim then. hahahaha.

Lastly, group picture to end the steamboat day.

* I know my blog is full of pictures, full of activities post. Life seems so interesting and some people even envy my life, think that my life fills with colorful scene and I have great life or whatever. But the more colorful the appearance is, the more stories hiding behind this slide. Who's know the sadness behind this? Never ever say I don't have grievance in life. I have. Just I bury all inside my heart. Refuse to reveal to others is the best way for me. Let the happy things flush all this sadness away, cause telling others won't cure any scars deep inside. Why not just show your smile? Try to be strong, be tough, but in front of him, I can't. I am weak, I am fragile. I ain't a cold blooded animal. Still, I need people's caring, people's love. Thanks for letting me feel loved. I heart you <3 *

Exam is over ! *wink

2011-12-09T17:45:00.004+08:00

I am unique, I am different, I am limited edition because there's only me in middle of billion people on this earth :)

Initially wanted to change this into my Facebook profile picture but boyfriend said I keep changing new photo and he only stick to the old one, so.. not gonna to change anymore :( The picture was taken on the first day of my final, wishing my nails will shine my results like I mentioned previously and yet it dint. How sad for me ? ;(

Anyway, the hectic moment is finally over and now is officially 3 weeks holiday for me until the next semester start again ;) I gotta be more hardworking than the others just because I have no account basic and I shall not getting this kind of results anymore (although I got straight passed) AHHHHH, oh ya. Just in case you don't know, our computer based exam has the function that show you your real results right after you click exit. Every time is a new heart attack moment when you are about to click exit. This is true. No lies! So, I get 3 exact heart attacked moment this week. T.T

I hate the feeling when you did really study and you get sucks results. Is not like you never study but the afford just did not pay off as you wanted. But forget it, I PASSED !! I know I look fierce in here but just ignore, were trying to figure out the question in mind :)

Not everyone get straight passed but never mind, you guys will do better in the next resit. Just make sure you guys don't stay in the down mood anymore and move on. Tell yourself that you will do better and use the left over time to revise all over again. You guys can make it , +u !! <3

I know is so random to post this but I really fell asleep in college's foyer because study is so tiring when I have to squeeze my mind and solve the questions. Guess the brain juice leaked out and it leak to my exam paper. That's why I passed all. ;p

Anyway, will stop here this time cause I shall prepare to Yon Huang's house already. Let's partttttyyyyyyy ! Exam fever is overrrrrrrrrrr :D

Exam well ; life well.

2011-12-04T17:17:00.006+08:00

Wear a smile nevertheless how miserable your life are, because your smile might just definitely make someone's day :D

I've have been being a zombie for more than 2 weeks. Bear with the quote of 'NON-STOP STUDYING' in my mind, knowing that final is just in another 1 day time. However, not everyday is that productive as planned. You know how hard it is to study when you are at home, isn't it ? With your beloved bed and bolster. The best temptation ever for me when I am in my room!

Okay, not to say I am fully ready... But just... bless me :)

I am a genuine girl, definitely yes. I wear make up, not really. I wear accessories, I-am-loving-in necklace. I loves heels, although I don't wear. I like fashion, although I am not very fashionista. And YAAA ! I like to color my nails. They just look awesome, adding an extra mark to shine myself well. Got my nails to dress in pink and white. It doesn't look that perfect. Of course ! Because I am just not the professional one.

Well, today I washed off the old one and dress them in a shinny pink-purple. No doubt, all of them are in one series. So girlish this time. I like it !! You know what, my nails are shine enough to shine me in exam ! Shine me for excellent results as well ! HAHAHAHA, okay, I know is not funny. Just simply hope it really bring lucks to me kay?

Talking about him, he's gonna having his hectic study life over there when heavy cycle comes. No grievance allowed, I know. I chose this though. Probably the life is going to be more and more busy in the future. HA ! Don't remind me about that, I don't want to think about it. So, pray that everything is going to be fine!

O ya, GOOD LUCK to all the ACCA's students too ! With love. :D

Lastly, Moves like Jagger ; 2011 Victoria's Secret Lingerie Fashion Show.
Omg, I like the angel wingsssss !! Just love it. And super envy model who can walk on fashion runway !! Stay Tune :)

Music is love.

2011-11-29T19:58:00.001+08:00

Did I mentioned I will be back after finals? Oh yea I did, teheee* Yet, I just can't wait to update once I saw I am tagged in Lavyne's album. Dear heart readers, did you all know I went to Ampang? For those who don't know any single of the details, now you know it :)

Why? What for? This is what random questions where people asked. The story started few days ago when I just suggested ''Eh, how about we go Ampang Lookout Point?''. No objection and I started to ask around and the outcome was 9 people in total. What is good about smart phone? Let you speak; is google map actually. However, I was freaking disappointed on the day itself. My google map lost its function and we actually turn around-round-round in KL area. Hesitated which exit should we take at roundabout. KL's road is super messy and get people confused, like for serious. That's the thing I hate in KL ! Sat in the car until we felt our butt started to burn ! Stopped by at a petrol station and get to feed our stomach.

What so pissed everyone of us out?! We were lost in the area for about 3 hours and seriously thanks to Lavyne and Ken's course mate, she purposely drove out and leaded us up to the destination. Without her, I can't imagine how long we still need to be lost. *heart you*

So, we actually reached there around 10.30pm and that's the time we only managed to have our proper dinner. If you ask me to lead you there for another time, NO thanks, because I will lost again for sure =( Remember to make a right turning when you see this signboard !

You know what? Connie was actually exited than I do !! Keep asking me as if I reached. She even asked me to snap pictures for her. Hahahaha! *Connie, you shall go there with your Moo someday later :)

A journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step. It is so trueee. If you want to make your life different from others, make sure you start to make a move, is hard but never give up easily ;)

Last but not least, reward my dear readers with this awesome view, taken with Nikon D90 :D

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Gaaaaaaa, my sister is so lucky, got a high pay part time job for this coming weekend which I can't work at all. Stupid final* You better reward me with a SUPER PRETTY results. Promise kay ? *finger crossing*

You know actually I found out some awesome videos through youtube lately. I did post in my profile too. Spare some time to listen.. is just niceeeeeeeeee !! I can't imagine if my life is without music, it musts be lonely more than ever @@

He's actually participating Megan Nicole's cover of B-e-a-utiful competition. Such an awesome sound. ME LIKE ! ME LIKE !

Well, Megan Nicole is awesome too !! Getting fall in love with her music. Listen ! Listen ! Listen ! ;)

And this, Aimee Proal ; what a screamer? Admire the high pitch voice she has! Quite a nice cover too :D

* I am yawning at this time, guess I gotta get a short nap and wake up fight for my revision !! Stay tune * :D

Break The Boredom.

2011-11-25T20:26:00.010+08:00

Can you imagine? Another week has just gone gone gone. Physically, my final exam will be reaching in another one week time. Just can't imagine what the results will be. Dint fully utilised my first week of holiday. Maybe I am just not scared enough to know how important is my results, not until the actual date. HAIH, human nature phenomena, only know how scary it is when the exam is really going to reach.

It might not apply on everyone but I just realized I can't study at home ! Doing something rubbish meanwhile wasting those quality time. So ended up decided to wake up very early everyday like usual and travel to college, study with Connie and Felicia. Ai ya, you know girls lar, chit-chat non stop once they meet. Same thing happened on us. Playing around, joking around, laughing around while we were studying. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the process although I dint manage to cover much of the syllabus.

Connie ah Connie, she wore like a zebra on that day. O ya, I dint mentioned right, we actually went to Taylor's Lakeside library instead of Sunway's library. =__='' Eyes sore in our college's library !!
* What does leather means? -- Look at the first posture I did in left hand side picture. I got story behindddd ! muahahaha.

And my first Nyonya friend, Felicia. She get our sickness indeed. Love camera so much and that's the only reason you see her in my blog either facebook is kinda often since I enrolled into this course :)
* girls rock on nail colors, she got her cracked style and I got my purple blink :D

Actually the idea first came from me, I required for pictures because I got no pictures to update my blog for this week. Yet, guess what? We abused Justin's laptop with all our pictures. My blog nearly became photo album if I don't filter and upload everything here. Oh well, pictures do mean a thousand words. Isn't it ? =)

Trying out all the nice effect through the HP computer, you will be familiar if you are using the same brand :)

See, I dint lie on it right ? :) She got all the photo-holic diseases, my phone is actually full with Felicia and Connie's pictures, like for serious man ! I can't accept if a guy act the same way with my phone. I will consider it as harassment for my phone =O, muahahaha !

Seeeeeee.. with lotsaaaaa pattern and of course the sweet smile :D

F.A.B is just about boredom, put your hands up if you agreeee !!!! See what were they doing. Yet, of course the one who really fell asleep was Connie, the girl beside her was just acting and disturbing Connie around. Credited to me because I took this picture. HEHEHEHE !

One week just gone like that, wallet is kinda hurt for this week, gotta save save save and save !!

And and and , the breaking news for me is, I managed to catch the first show for BREAKING DAWN in pyramid on the day it released! ♥♥♥ It is all about the POWER OF LOVE :D
p/s : Love my lover too ♥

So, be right back again ya! Probably after final? Let's wait :)

Is almost end of November

2011-11-20T23:51:00.014+08:00

Hello everybody :) Like I promised, here you go for Huei Kim's 21th birthday celebration pictures. Spot him spot him !! Know where's the ex-birthday boy?
*HINT : Guy with purple shirt *

Pek Jin tried to be L.O.A, you know what it means right? ;p
Actually I got nothing much to talk about the party celebration, just check the previous post if you miss out something here :)

And here, the 11.11.11, Sepang celebration post. Check it out for the previous post too :)

As you concerned, my EDC class had already ended on past Wednesday. EDC stands for exam driven course anyway. I got my 2 weeks study break before final comes, is time to study hard mannnnn... really really hard that kind, don't have any extra time to be wasted anymore. Give me some encouragement okay? I want to pass with flying colors ! :) This is very important to me :( Aza Aza Fighting. *Studies are all about exam*

Went back Kwang Hua as a graduated student on past Friday, accidentally bumped into Pn.Tan Lee Hong, Pn,Tan Bee Chin and also Pn,Lim Choon Ean. You know, time won't give you a damn to stop down and wait for you. The needle of clock move like a machine, never rest for every single second, move cruelly. Teachers tend to look older than before, and then I realized I had really grown up, not the secondary student I used to be. And I know, the teachers will be very happy if you can really remember who they are deep inside your heart.

O ya, is like finally.. I finished another drama call ' 步步惊心', produced from China. I don't think many of you guys will know this drama but anyway, if you like ancient palace stories, it will be a nice one for you. The girl above there is the leading actress inside this drama. The drama is basically about a modern living girl came across to ancient time and how she suits herself into that unfamiliar environment. Just one thing to prove, comparison between ancient time and modern time do really exist, their mind thinking is totally different. Expose the story yourself ba :)

The overall actors and actress inside the drama.

No exception, nice song from it. Song of my style, emotional song :D

Lastly, I got this from facebook, wink*

If you are having long hair currently, why not just try out these hair style? They will definitely make you look even better! For short hair girl like me, just too bad.. keep the picture until your hair is long then =X

*oh my god, is 1.02am now. My mind is exactly a mess now, don't even know what am I crapping above there, probably with no meaning. I am updating this with a blur situation. Do forgive me and I will update some better one soon when I am really awake.@@'' Rush into my Pooh's bed now.. good night people !! *

Let Smile Make Your Day.

2011-11-15T19:34:00.004+08:00

Just couldn't figure out why am I so passionate about blogging lately, guess I found back the mood where I used to have 3 years ago. Show out my 10 fingers and count, it was a 4 years old story. I started to blog since I was 14, yaaaaa.. that's the time I know nothing much about blogspot, started with wretch and ended up by using blogspot. Nevertheless, my loyalty towards blogging remain unchanged ! :)

Oh well, what to discuss about this time?
The 2 weeks EDC classes are going to draw a close tomorrow. Indirectly, it means that I am having the LAST DAY of class tomorrow. Next, I am parting to the very first semester in college, prepare myself for final examination and say hello to my 19th year in life aka second semester. Sounds so elderly but the fact is still I was born on 2nd Jan. Sigh, how much I wish you could be here during that particular day? Comfort myself with a love. That's enough I guess :D

The bunch of girls love camera, love posing, love pictures. A grid one.

You won't know how tired am I when we were snapping this picture. I was trying to put my phone as far as I could so that all of them manage to fit into it. Such a tired task, but never mind, I am satisfy with the outcome. I smile with a glee because we gonna be in the same class for the next semester! The most cheerful news is my dear Felicia will stay and not transferring on next semester. What a good good gooddddd news :) She was my second passenger on 'Lagi Best' anyway. Lynn took the first seat, lucky her!

Speaking on final, it will be reaching in about 2 weeks time while Vic's one will be reaching in less than one week time. Wish best of lucks to both of us and whoever is having their final soon. Cute bookmark right? Hope it would really motivate me to study hard! Aza Aza Fighting, :D

* I don't know what happened to the teenage girls nowadays, Facebook is flooded with girls' nude pictures in a sudden, people is sharing all of these here and there, spreading all the pictures that will pollute society's eyes. I don't take it as a pride, I think it is humiliating a girl's dignity afterall, ruin one's reputation. Although our world has changed, it is not that conservative anymore. Yet, there is still a limitation people, don't shame yourself like that please. Get a life, you don't need to get world's attention by using embarrassing ways. *

Found this video, enjoy it readers ; especially those who is having long distance relationship currently, with love ♥

Let smile make you day ! :) :) :)

* Shall get a new blog skin I guess. Will be right back very soon ! =)

Happening week ; joyful & tired moment

2011-11-13T22:10:00.010+08:00

Hello peeps ! Like I mentioned, snapping picture already become one of my habit.. and ya right, this is my current twitter profile picture, so I guess you guys already get use with my short hair? :)

Every week, there's just too many things happen and just so you know, this week is kind of happening to me. Too much things to do and I just realize another week is gone. The most important thing afterall is I haven't start my Ma2 and FAB revision. Time flies for serious !! Hello, final is around the corner and I couldn't spend some quality time for it. *CRY like a baby* Warning myself that I MUST study hard tomorrow onwards ! :(

Beginning of the week, I met my loves from national service :) ; friends which I used to be close inside the camp, friends where I burst into tears without control during the end of the camp. No doubt, I really really dislike national service and yet not these bunch of people. Never mind, I just managed to meet few of them but ya, I believe will meet some other in the future again :)

Superb love this effect, made my skin looks so flawless. Chill lar wei, I hope I got such skin too, my skin is just terrible man. Just that I look slightly photogenic :D

Mandy, the one who dint turn darker for the 2 whole months, I don't know what happened to her. The only thing I know is just I look exactly like a malay girl when I just break free from the camp. Crazyyyyy, I never want to be that dark anymore. Kill my confident :(

Here's the people I met. Tan Bee Ying, envy please!! Busy fellow, always give a lot of excuses when we ask her to visit KL, for couple of time already. Cant bear it, don't know should we angry or should we laugh? @@

Saw it ? Went to sepang on 11.11.11, celebrated the special day there but thanks to those who were late, I dint manage to get the view of sea because the day had totally turned soooo dark. I don't care, I want to go another time !! Viccccccc, you will bring me there right? Hiak hiak hiak .. However, Phuket might be a better place, let's see whether I get the chance to visit there with him or not ? :)

Last but not least, attended Pek Jin @ Xeon's 21th birthday party last night. It was a kind of different party. No buffet style like what people usually do for party, he arranged the 'lut lut' car for his birthday party. Well, I dint eat much. I guess I lost my appetite again this week. Nevertheless, I contributed for the photo frame, so no guilty :D

Is 11.11pm now. Shall sleep already. Good night people !!! Will be right back again if I get the pictures :)
p/s : Happy birthday to Joyce @ Vic's sister :D

You're The Apple Of My Eyes

2011-11-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh. My 2 weeks holiday just gone like this. GONE SILENTLY, without hesitation, so cruel. Tomorrow, is the day I have to back to college, wake up early in the morning, jam in the stupid traffic jam, back to class, and gonna have my final very soon! HOLIDAY IS OFFICIALLY END END END. The good news is, I am gonna to meet the girls in a short while. So, should I sad because of the end of holidays? Or should I just happy that I can meet up with them ? Ahhhh, I don't know. Puzzled feelings.

Lately, getting addicted to take picture without my signature smile. How does it looks like? Still okay? Hai ya.. who's care? O ya, like the picture you saw on the above, I suppose to study, really study.. but holiday is a big matter to me, instead of studying hard here, I hang out, watched movie, doing something not meaningful at all and wasted bunch of time. Who to motivate me ? =( STUDY PLEASE ~~!!
Was in Setia Eco Park's library. Well, there is not the right place for people to study, I almost fell asleep there, don't even manage to study anything and met a naughty kid who screamed here and there. Duhhhh..I am falling in love with the grid kind picture. Gotta snap some with him when he is back again ! And I wanna keep a collection of our picturessss.. teheee <3

Guess what, caught the movie 'You Are The Apple Of My Eyes' this afternoon !! I know I was a bit late compared to those who had already watched. However, it was a nice movie though !! Highly recommended !! Must watch people !!

Those years back.. let me recall all the memories we used to be while we were all still in high school. Ever hate the place before, ever hope the graduation ceremony held immediately but when I really left high school, without doubts, I miss high school life. I miss high school life doesn't mean I really miss the school but the people who made my life that colorful. 5s3, the class where I really really miss the most. Very very very very desperate for a big gathering where 46 of us can gather together but I know, is hard, so.. I am sincere, I hope everyone will attend the December party in Yon Huang's house. Remember the 11.11 promise we made? Make yourself to be available as possible okay? :)

Not to forget, the guy is kinda handsome.. hahaha. Just 2 years older than us. Saw the way they bully people, let me remind of YAP JIN KEN !! He always like to bully Micheal, Khai Shern in the class. Put your hands up if you agree !!! That feelings.. the feelings made me even miss high school lifeeee !! ahhhhh !!! Anyway, he was sitting next to me for this current movie.. What a joke? :) People, you got your own high school stories.. Isn't it ? :)

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

The hardest thing to get in life is L.O.V.E. The right people, the right timing, and all of the environmental causes will bring troubles to you. So if you have someone right beside you now, please appreciate! Because you will never know when that person will leave you again, especially those who loves you and you love them back. Hold them tight, remember, nevertheless what happen :)

亲爱的我多么幸运 ; 人海中能够遇见你

P/s : (1) 九把刀说：人生最美好的时候就是青春
　　 (2) 也许，在另一个平行时空，我们是一起的。在那个时空里，两个人多了一些勇气，也多了一份执着，更多了包容彼此的勇气，一切，都会不同。

Lunch Of The Day

2011-11-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hi people ! Not really sure whether I blog about foods before or not but yaaaaaa, I am going to blog about food making this time :) Control your saliva, oh never mind, I am just joking =p

No judging is allowed, will bite you ! @_@
I know I don't enter kitchen normally but can I have that exception sometimes too? :)
Went to Jusco with mum few weeks ago and coincidence they are having promotion for Jusco members. I believe most of the Klang people would hold one membership, no exception for my mum. I just simply pick things which I think it looks good. OH LOL !!! I pick lagsana and this morning, mum spoiled my study plan and asked me to cook it since I keep finding excuses not to cook because it eats my time, in short I am just lazy. =_=

This is just part of the ingredients :)
1) Carrot + garlic + onion
2) Hot dog + meat mince
3) Raw tomato
* you can actually add things into it also like mushroom ? :)

1) Add some oil and fried the (1) ingredients until it is soft.
2) Add in (2) and fried until it is ready.
3) Add in (3) and also canned tomato paste.
4) Mix all together, add in condiments, cook and cover for around 20 minutes ( it actually depends on you )

O ya, not to forget, prepare cheese sauce too!
1) Melt butter in a pan, add in flour. Mix it though.
2) Add in milk. ( please don't use HL milk, any other brands will do.. the taste of this brand is just over strong :(. Then, heat it until it becomes paste )
3) Add in condiments like pepper, salts.
4) This is optional, you can add cheese, remember melt it ya.

After all of this, you can start to bake already :)
Preheat your oven before you bake. Put lagsana, meat sauce and also cheese sauce in layer. Heat it with 180 Celsius for 40 minutes. Add cheese on the top and cover it with aluminium foil.

Tadaaaa.. it looks like this :) oh well, cheese is my favorite, so I putted slightly much, just adjust it according to yourself ba.

And the meat mince, it really tasted good afterall, but the only thing which let me disappointed was just HL milk, so bear in your mind, NO HL MILK !

Alright, I am not a professional cooker but just wanna share something I baked today. No offense and I don't mean to show off okay ? Enjoy it people.
Will be right back soon :D

Bye October ! :)

2011-10-31T19:57:00.012+08:00

Hello everybody ! Since the day he required me to snap one picture every single day, snapping pictures seems like becoming my audio diary, thing to do for my life. It is my customary to pick up my phone and start chik-chak , chick chak. So, if you still want to read my blog, don't blame me with those pictures ;p

Is the day end of dear October. Is time to say goodbye and wave to November. November, you will be nice to me, isn't you? I will love you alright! Please be nice to me. Afterall, October is not a bad month to me though, just that I had gone through all the hectic test s and indirectly it is indicating that my final is coming soon. Gambateh and of course work hard and pass with flying colors !! :)

So, how's your October people? :D
I got an October baby's friend- Huei Kim. Just celebrated 21th birthday 2 days ago and because I have to work on the next day, I am not allowed to stay back and play crazily like them. Hmm.. they were mostly drunk that night, some even vomited. It must be nothing better but suffering and dizzy on the next day. Yet, come on, who's care it is the 21th celebration? They must be enjoy to the max!

Firstly, let's see the birthday cake. No need to ask where they bought this because it was the only one in this world, made by Chiwawa - Woei Cheng. Nice right? The lotus above there can eat actually, it was made by white chocolate. While the cake was a mixture of orange, crispy base and chocolate cake. The most important thing is the time and sincerity to make this cake!!

Here, the October baby... HAPPY 21th!!! :D, and right, I think my hair is not short enough :(

Too bad, Pek Jin haven't upload pictures from his DSLR, can't manage to show the group pictures.. see this first ba.. just part of the attendees.

Yeapppp, cute isn't it? And the secret so stupid.. Who will be shorter than it? I don't know should I laugh when I see this.. DUHHHH ! Tried its ktv session in First Subang today. Sorry to say, I still prefer Neway, Neway rockssss ! wink*

Not until today, I don't know that my phone can do this effect, AWESOME right ? YES Yes yesss..teeeheeee !! Not until Jason keep saying he wanted to take some 'yeng' pictures with 2 blocks. I found this today. Super awesome kay? Love it ♥

Hey readers, you gotta see this. Are you doing this every time? Oh well, I did it sometimes. Muahahaha.. Yet, for him I put a instead ♥ of smiley face. Hiak Hiak Hiak.. I like purple, not pink. =__='' . So now you guys know already right? Emotion means a lot in a text, when you mean nothing more, it can be a misunderstand at the other side. Read again when you press down the SEND key :)

Distances make heart grows founder. How true is that? :) However, when you love that person, you will eventually find out a way to make the hearts nearer, no matter how many miles away he or she is. Do you find yours? ♥ ♥ ♥

Anyway, stay tune kayyyyyy? Will update again once Pek Jin update with the pictures. Be right back soon :) Have a great November everyone :D

What right after my mock exam? :)

2011-10-23T15:21:00.006+08:00

Have you ever undergoes the situation where you are difficult to breathe?
Well I had. For twice they left me a profound impact. *Finger crossed* Everything will be alright, alright, alright... Ya, will be FINE.

People said secondary friends are the best friend you will ever have in your life. No lies, no doubt, it make sense. It might not be the whole class but it forms a small group of people, just like us. Having small gathering once a while, update each other with the latest news, concern and gossip about their stuff. It sounds good and yet it feels even better :)
Ya, I love this bunch of friends. Had a so-called 'Children's Day as another gathering in Lynn's house last night. Everyone was there, excepted Sek Koon. Opps, he missed some funs. Simple dinner but it was another awesome night, full with laughter which let someone forget his/her sadness. So, more gathering more gathering.. :)

Girls in the house.

Like I said, everyone was here :D

Geok Wei, puppy lover. She was the one sitting next to me during Form 5. After graduated, I rarely meet her. Oh well, Klang is not that small afterall. Most of the time, she will not appear in our gathering. But yea, I miss her. Miss the way we used to be in secondary time. She has a pair of big eyes. Wohooo..

Tadaaaaaa.. Say hello to short hair ! :D People who saw me with the new hair style mostly get a big shock for serious. Just because like what my mum mentioned ''Your hair is like your life''. The only question for them is what makes me change my mind to chop off almost 4 inches length hair. I am not lost in love kay ? No worries. :D

Dear boyfriend, and I want to to know baby, I..i.. love you like a love song , baby ♥

我，依然爱你 ♥

Last but not least, advance Deepavali greets from Eyo. Happy Deepavali people :)

Great week of October ♥

2011-10-15T22:11:00.008+08:00

Back again people ! :) Time flies like nobody's business. Faster than I could imagine but never mind, as long as I enjoy the dayssss :)

Oh well, although life is stress for me but anyhow.. I think I had a greet week time :D
You got to relax yourself no matter how hectic, how stress is your life. Like me, my class is no longer that pack anymore, like finally.. finally I have a chance to breathe in fresh air but guess what.. I am having exam on the coming week ! =X Yet, will be having one week of deepavali holiday soon, say Yeah :D

Had my Moral final on Thursday and brought my friend to Klang's Bah Kut Teh and Eng Ann's Dua Puei Mee Hun Kuey. Super full lunch time and then brought them to the Bandar Baru Jusco and caught a movie --> '' The Thing'', ohhhhhhh mannn.. it was super disgusting and I really understand why they listed as PL 18, it makes sense now!

And another thinggggggg.. We guys managed to have a dinner with our ex-tuition teacher, Caleb. Don't even remember what's the last meeting. Oh well, it was a great night, contacted those who can't meet often or never meet again after we graduated from Kwang Hua :)

Guess how old is he ? You will never be right ;D

Here's everyone ! Had a GOOD GOOD night =)

We even managed to had our supper in Snow Flake ! Yea, Caleb like it a lot. 3 best seller ! :D

On the other hand, if you know me well. You will know how much I care about my long long long hair. Like what my mum said, '' your hair is like your life ''. =_='' I don't know where I got my braveness, I just feel like cut off my long hair, wanted to get a new look so much. Tried on new look is not a bad idea for though. So, stop asking me... WHY WHY WHY ?! and of course not because of heart broken ! :p

This is how I look in long hair. Guess people who know me quite some time already familiar with my look. How about the long hair look? Haven't get bored with it ? :O

Tadaaaaa.. here goes my look.. Ya, is still me. The way I am is still the same :) So how about the new look? Better? I got 53 likes on facebook.. So I assumed is fine enough. Muahaha !

I think some changes in facebook just freaked out some of the people out there last night but who's care? ;P
If you feel like to concern me more, find out from me kay ? :D
And also thanks for the blessing. wink* =>

Monday is blue, I dislike Monday. Gotta sleep now. Night everyone :)

P/S : Great things happened this week. ♥ you !

The late class party :)

2011-10-08T21:06:00.008+08:00

I like to take picture, especially with this effect! It simply made people look better and yet somebody complaint I look so pale in this picture so ya I changed my facebook profile picture into another piece of picture. Hai ya, who's care. Is still me :D :D :D The only Jean kay? :)

I was waiting Connie for ages to upload the class party picture, nagged her every few days just to update my blog with human's pictures again and yaaaaaaaa, finally... she uploaded last night! Turning like a ballet dancer here* I got pictures for my blog again! muahahaha. You know me, I like camera, I like pictures, and I like people who love things like I do too. It was actually our last lesson for CSB1 aka English class so our teacher just gave us a simple class party idea to end that last class. We actually ordered food from Cafeteria, overall taste was fine but I miss the puff brought by Amni if not mistaken.. it was like so niceeee. yum yum yum.. Even now I miss the durian puff from Melacca too :(

This is just a overview picture of my class, where I used to have classes most of the time in college.
Class party going on, but my hand was itchy as well, snapped picture all around, especially with this girl, best friend of mine in college ; can share things nevertheless it is a crap or not :)

and she as well !! Seee, a lot of different output, a lot of pattern if you notice. HAHA ! She might just mixed with us too much, getting syok sendiri with camera lately. Lalala , let's sing a happy song :)

See, 3 of us again. Too bad, Xue Wah loves to Balik Kampung. Left out the chances to take picture. @.@''

I actually had nothing much to talk about the class party. Ai ya, you know lar. Just class party, people eating on buffet style, chit-chatting here and there like nobody's business and not to forget... Prepare on the camera shot. And yea... this is my classmate. The class picture :) Although it left out somebody but never mind, almost everyone is here :)
O ya, it looked nice right? Dessert from Honeymoon, Sunway Pyramid. Went there with classmates few days ago. Just to try out with the deserts since snow flake is not in pyramid. It looked nice but the taste was not so well as the look. Sorry to say that but one thing good about it was the variety was so so so so much, even myself don't know what to choose initially. Well, because of the word of HONEYMOON, I get laughed by the classmate especially Felicia. Know why ? Because I accidentally spoke '' I want HONEYMOON instead of I want HONEYDEW '', it was a pretty mistakes. Made everyone laugh and ya, I AM NOT DESPERATE THOUGH ! I am still young :)

Although I am not a typical fans of LeeHom but ya people, listen to this song. Not bad though. I like it when my first listen. Enjoy it :)

OH MY... like finally.. seriously FINALLY I had cleared T1 and T2 this afternoon. I am no longer the special one, no longer the abnormal one. Passed with good results anyway. Congratulation to myself and also hope would do more better in the future :D

Lastly, this time gonna end with this kitty. muahahaha. have a good weekend people :)

02.10 Melacca Day !

2011-10-03T21:58:00.021+08:00

I am not that kind of blogger who will blog without pictures ! Wohoo. This time will be started it with a car picture, tehee :) Oh no, someone will make it in this way again .. she went somewhere again! BINGO, we just went somewhere else for the past weekend :) 8 people, 1 Estima. Don't envy us please :p

Drove around 2 hours and there we reached ! Yeap, Melacca was the place. As time goes by goes, Melacca has nearly become a-quite-far 'shopping @ mall'' for the people all over Malaysia. Even myself was surprised when I found out quite number of my friends went there lately too. What's wrong with these people. Oh never mind, as long as we enjoyed and we were back safely. Great because it is a heritage town with nice foods :)

Seeeeeee.. That's the famous restaurant of chicken rice ball. I believe people who visited Melacca before will at least try once. The funny scene was they will just shut the door down to prevent people from entering non-stop! Have you ever see which restaurant business in such way ? LOL

Honestly speaking, this was not the first time for me to try this anymore. But anyway, it still worth for trying.

Early in the morning, day was brighten up with their sweet smile ! :D

This is the place where public toilet located. It was just so random to snap down this picture and yea, they decorated the place with those nice plants and flowers. Chicken rice ball is definitely not enough man. So we actually seek for the next stop on Jonker Street. Too bad Lynn can't stay back for that late, she just missed a chance to visit the night view of Jonker Street.

Saw it ? The LAKSA and DURIAN CENDOL ! I love the Asam Lasak like for serious, I actually ate nearly 2 bowls on that particular day. Crazy me :D :D :D For durain lover, please try it ! :) The restaurant is call Jonker 88, situated at Jonker Street.

Oh well, saw the sprite bottle? I can't imagine that someone don't know how to differentiate sprite and pepsi. Gosh.. !! Anyway, I got the traditional version at Jonker Street too =)

Although everyone of us ate non-stop for the whole day and yet we actually visited some historical buildings like St Paul Chruch, A-Famosa. Oh forget about it, I am not a good tour guide, don't ask me about the name in details, I am not good at all :( I can only show picturesss ! Pictures will do the speaking, so just take a peek kay? hehe.

Melacca's weather was killing me yesterday! Sweating like no body business while I don't apply any sunscreen for my dear skin. don't believe my smile @@, umbrella is a need if you visit Melacca people !

Is time for laughter people ! meng nan !! wohooooooo !!

I like this picture ♥ with the best friend since form 1 :) Hey Micheal* please don't forget me when you leave Malaysia next year kay ? Best friend shall not be forgotten regarding distance and time ! :)

This picture just nice ! Love it too. That's Sek Koon and Lavyne :)

Before I forget this, you people must try this especially for those durian lover. The puff might looked so inconspicuous but it tasted AWESOME! I miss the fragent smell !! :( Must try kay ? It is located at Jonker Street too :)

Nadeje, you guys probably know about it too. Is like so famous until people over the states know about the presence of this shop ! No doubt, it tasted nice too. Craving for foods after number of pictures above there? hehe ! Pay a visit there people, just get the nice food and it just simply made your day. But of course, ignore the stupid hot weather.

Is not the first time for me to visit Melacca but I never never never never try Satay Celup ! It is another famous food you need to try in Melacca too. Sigh to the max, I WANNA EAT, desperate for it. Thinking when will I get another chance to visit there again? I must get to eat that during the next visit to there ! Hopefully it don't become my second house very soon. Ohhhhhhh and that's the people who visited Melacca this time. We had fun, we had joy. No lies because vacation is really a very good way to strengthen friendship. I will miss all the happy moments! ♥

Shall stop here today, good night ! :)

Last for September 2011

2011-09-27T22:55:00.006+08:00

Hello people, I am back to my world! See me with the same condition ? Yes I am. No difference, no changes. Oh well, life is great when you have somebody by your side whenever you need them. Quoted by me :) You know who you are <3

How was the week ? Basically, it was a hectic week. Like I mentioned previously, having exam around, praying hard that final would not delay and delay again but this was exactly what happened again. My final for T1 and T2 was being delayed for the third or forth time. I don't even remember. See.. how poor is their progress? Keng Sheng asked me to scold the office but imagine it, how should I scolded? Ended up waiting here and there and probably I am the only one who haven take exam for the whole intake. Sigh to the max.

I did not mention about how much of dissatisfied towards lecturer previously and yet I am lazy to mention all over again. Just so you know, I am currently sort of pissed by the lecturer teaching way. Having her class has lightly become a Torment. Waiting time to pass. The feeling just sucks... and today.. I skipped class with the girl below this :)

Saw the headset? It is even bigger than my mouth. Make a smart guess and you will know where we went :D

Tadaaaaa.. that's the answer for the guess. Yea, audio area in our library. That's the place I spent my time, as well as Connie :>

Good luck again to the CAT-rian. Having another internal exam on this Saturday. Pray for us !! and chiong to Melacca on Sunday. Have a greet week people :D

Mid of September

2011-09-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

Hello people ! Was actually busy with my internal exam recently. Finally cleared 1 week exam, and another 2 weeks to go! Hopefully my final wouldn't get delay anymore, I just want to clear it as fast as possible. OH MY GOD, just settle my account problem please? :( Probably I am the only one who haven't clear it for July intake, sigh.

How was my week? My week was... errr. I got no idea for seriously, found no words to describe but yea, after enter college, time flies ! Is another brand new weekend again. Yet, I guess the most memorable thing to remember during the pass 1 week was Lynn's birthday surprise. wink* ! Jason was the first for this year and now Lynn's turn. That's life, include it with some happy element and it make our life slightly interesting indirectly :)

Don't ask me for story details okay ? Just tired to repeat all over again and again. Sound recorder will do I guess ? Hahahaha. I am lazy. Lazy like a pig. Just take a look on the pictures, pictures will do the speaking part. :)

Camwhore at such midnight time. Oh well, people who loves camera won't even care what's the time to snap picture, isn't it? =p Just, picture keep people remind of memories =)

Video of the week, listen to this song yea. My favorite for this week. Just can't stop listening ! ♥

I am mentally tired actually, so will stop here for this time. Good Night, Have a good week people. Stay tune :>

Presentation Is Finally Over.

2011-09-09T19:25:00.008+08:00

Alright, I am back to my world again! :) Yeahhhh. You know what, time changes people, me as well. Just don't get frighten of this, it might look odd for you but who's care? I am just who I am. Literally tried to do something funny..Oh well, pictures few years ago were only with a smiley face and now, you can see such different expression! Life is kind of miserable, full with ups and down, you will only live better when you change your mind. So, make a change people :)

What about this week ? I came to a point where Facebook really drove me extremely mad! Feel like scolding people and yet still couldn't figure out the solution. Ai ya.. told ya, I have no patient.

See it ? I wanted to invisible it to those who is not in my friend list. Yet, HOW ?!! Don't tell me to alter in privacy setting caused I tried everything but I SEE NO CHANGES ! WTH ! Just let me know the way if you are knowledgeable in it okay ?

Make a small switching, change my mood and chill. For the whole week, people around my class were actually busy either mad with CSB1 formal presentation. I was the one who mad like no one actually =_= It was troublesome enough to complete the task where everyone is just lazy. It was our very first formal presentation so far. One day before itself, we were actually discussing what to wear, and I was afraid that I will be the only one who wanted to wear heels but end of the day, most of the girls were wearing heels. No doubt, girls just look good with heels. Isn't it ? =) I like heels but I am just tall and not so used with heels, it hurts my muscles, sigh !

Tadaaaa.. take a peek on our outfit. From the left : Me, Chew Fang, Xue Wah and finally Felicia. Just ignore Chew Fang's shoes, called to picture with us all of the sudden without changing shoe.

Connie and me! Saw what's alike? :D We were having same color of top, and the exact brand of the skirt. Hey yea, we are typical fans of Cotton On.. muahahaha. Just like what Felicia said in my facebook '' buy 1 free 1'' but yeaaaa.. not for the person. NOT FOR SALE ! :p

Here's our classmate, day dreaming during Moral class in lecture hall. Snapping pictures around, lecturer was simply transparent for us. Oh well, we even got to leave class earlier because lecturer did not teach a single thing. This is what we called waste of time, waste of life. =X

The presentation is ended anyhow, not really sure how well will I score but I know, my performance wasn't that good enough, way to present is not so fluent enough, there is still a lot of spaces for improvement. Practices make perfect , yeah right :)

Last but not least, my full view of formal look, wink* :D
Will update again, smiley face ! =)

It takes so long to this.

2011-09-03T22:19:00.004+08:00

Puzzled feeling right now, like the could in the sky; hiding inside and yet don't know what exactly it is trying to hide behind the sun, the shadow. I don't know what's the right thing to say, what's the right thing to type. Throw petals away, throw confusion away, throw complication away..I just know that... Ya, I am crazy!

Suppose to have my final exam this morning. Yet, my account reference number had overlap with Felicia's one. Ended up both of us have take it 1 week later than the initial fixed date. I don't see it as a good thing. It simply just added extra stress to us since we are having exam for another 3 subjects very soon. Haih, student's life is all about exam, sigh.

So.... Stress comes to me and I have to figure some ways out to release my stressss. I mentioned I love sea right? Wanted to go Sepang Gold Coast so badly but never mind, I went Morib. Anyway, I just need sea. Who's care ? :) To people who love sea that much as I do, Morib has been turned out to become a quite-nice-place !! It changed a lot compared to the memory I had for Morib. Morib was once ago a dirty place. Rubbish was all along the seaside but I guess government finally found out it is a developmental place. Anyhow, it looks nice now. And righttttt.. place for dating as well :D

Picture does the speaking. Too bad I can't stay there for a little more while or else I can enjoy seeing SUNSET ! oh my.. is sunset you know, my love too! Nevertheless, I am satisfied for whatever happened this few days. Be appreciate, girl !

My godddddd.. Time flies! Is September now people. Raya holiday is ending in 1 day time. Besides, my 18th year is going to end very soon, friends are leaving one by one. How sad to see that? This is life, I have to accept it, sob :(

O ya, I left out something. Since everyone is smurfs-ING everywhere. I want to step in one leg to discuss also. Yeaaaaa, I watched it :D . It was a nice movie though. To those who haven't watch, get your time and catch it up. You won't be regret :D

Although they don't look nice in color.. but lalalaalalalala ! If you watch it then you will understand it , teheeeeee :)

anddddd.. everyone : happy school reopen :)

p/s : I just want to say Take Care ♥

Met Up Good Friend Of Mine.

2011-08-26T22:05:00.006+08:00

Hello peeps, how is your day ? Everyone is busy with their own life. I understand this :)
Okay, let's talk how was mine. Recently, heard a lot of miserable stuff from people around me, good news, bad news, I had it all. I felt bad to all the sorrows. May all these people turn out to be fine. Pray Hard*

Okay, something I would like to share. Literally, I had been working for XXX paint roadshow project last few months. As you know, it was just part time job before I started my college. Just ignore the location and brand. Oh well, my supervisor is currently missing in action and number of us couldn't contact him at all. The most terrible issue was he gave us a fake name. I was like.. what... ??! worked and couldn't get my pay. So people, please mind to collect their business card as if you want to work for somebody. Just to ensure you could contact somebody else if you can't get your pay :)

So what's about joyful stuff? Tadaaaa, see the picture and you will know =D

Recognize it? Yeah !! I met Jun Kee and Seek Yang 2 days ago. Drove all the way to Petaling Jaya and met up the good friends of mine ! One day before itself, he posted status in facebook and I don't know why I turned out to be so so so soooo excited and I can't pay full attention in class on that particular day. My body was there but my heart was already somewhere else. I finally figured out the problems. Because that was simply just the correct feeling for me. Awesome feeling. Hehehehe. Great time passed particularly fast and now, it was 2 days ago's story. Can't you see that? Time flies. ohhhh !!

I actually uploaded 2 pictures to facebook through mobile upload at that night and an efficient comment were found below the pictures. Yeah, Micheal complaint that I look so 'lala', hooooiiii, he even spelled my name wrongly. Okay, I am just to clarify this statement, it was just lightening problem and my hair wasn't that blond. I am still Jean :D

Last but not least, had a great time with this bunch of people from Kuala Krai, Kelantan. Logically, had a nice chat with them during the dinner and also jovial gaming time! Will keep it as part of my great memory :) Shall visit you guys someday else again, Take care people :>

Sooooo, the one week holiday has just started. Happy Holidays everyone and good luck in the coming exam for my dear CAT group 10 classmate =)

Wednesday, weekend gonna reach again :)

2011-08-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hey yo, no judgement please, it is just meeeeeeeee :) Saw it? The after-dying hair look. Yet, most of the people prefer me in black. How about you ? :)

Wednesday, weekend gonna reach very soon again! As well as I said before, I simply felt that 24 hours a day is not enough after I started college life, too much things to do, too little time. Even sleeping time is also not that sufficient too. So you know yea, better leave me alone when I'm totally exhausted or else I will just fix you in a rude way =O

Just let me summarize what happened for the past 1 week.
We actually did visited Sri Pantai, not the hospital but low-cost housing which is located somewhere else in Kuala Lumpur. Shall be grateful literally cause not every human being in this world are so blessed. Their area is just SUCKS. I felt bad to say that but this is reality. People who are poor can't afford to get better education, better life like us. Ended up they could only afford to live in those NOT-SO-WELL area. No doubt, their rental is only RM124/month. You would never understand much until you see it with your real eyes. Teens like us will only turn out to become more mature when we walk out from our narrow minded. Don't always think that we know a lot a lot a lot. Because there is uncountable things in this world for us to figure out someday. Knowledge is worthless, know it right ? :D

You know what, I went to visit dermatologist because of my sucksssss skin condition. Got some medicine to eat and apply. I don't know it is working or not cause my face always turn very red after apply the medicine. Even the scars and pimples became more and more obvious on my face. Confidence started to lose whenever I have to face on somebody. CRY**** My face started to feel itchy these few days and it started to peel !!! Gosh... Seriously I don't feel like walking out from my house, super super super super envy those people who has smoothhhhhh skin. How long it takes to recover? No one knows. Sad ahhhhh..

Having mock exam this Saturday. I know, is exam again :(
Good Luck Everyone !! and I shall start studying now instead of staying in front of my computer :D

July is Over,

2011-08-11T19:58:00.005+08:00

YESHHHHH, found these people who actually love cam whore in my class, I'm not alone !!♥ Our daily routine is just capture as many pictures as we can ! Camera Rocks ! muahahahaha!

MEOW 10, that's what we call the CAT students! Yea rightttt, I am one of the member of group 10.

Finally, like finally I'm done with the first progress test of FAB. Just forget the short form, you know it as a subject. It killed me a lot a lot a lot. Talking that matter, I had much of anger to release. Well, not gonna spoil the atmosphere of my dear bloggy with some stupid fellow stuff. Chill girl ! :) Not having very good grades, have to be much more hardworking, I know, I know. No more Bah Kut Teh results!

Why Bah Kut Teh? Literally is a long story. We supposed to study in the library for the second day test but ended up we traveled all the way down to Klang just for Bah Kut Teh and back to college for class ! Guess what? We almost failed the test, but once in a life, shall make your life interesting, try out some insane idea ; at least when you recalled back, you have something worth in your mind. Am I right ? :D

Just like what Kang Wen asked '' How's College?'' I guess many people will answer the same thing, just simply STRESS especially when you have to travel to and fro every single day and you know traffic jam sucks ! Time to nap will be wasted on the road :( College fault, I have to cut down my time for DRAMA, that's why I am stuck somewhere else in City Hunter! Even youuuuu won't see me on facebook that often, blog is lack of update too. Just that you will see me spamming twitter timeline some while. Human need to release stress!

Guys, just update me once in a while kay ? Cause my life is about exam, nothing more nothing less. The best thing for me now is sufficient time to SLEEP, don't say I'm so piggy. Yet, I just enjoy while I am asleep. I hope holiday approach even faster but I know time flies. Okay, I need relax.. Need natural beauty, I need sea !!! :)

Did I mention I dyed my hair ? Hmmm, everyone just know it now. Don't miss my black hair, will come out with the new look picture very soon :)

Summarize Of July.

2011-08-01T19:11:00.008+08:00

Imma busy girl. YES YES YES. When is the last update? I have no idea. Somehow just felt that my blog is lonely recently. Well, just to say that my blog is not dead.. Here's some refreshment ! :D

Started to adapt with the college pack timetable, studying every night has almost become a routine. But of course I am kind of lazy people also, can't really turn myself into a bookworm, still enjoying life with my own way. But yea, I met nice friends :) Found people to laugh together, crazy together, gossip together, shopping together and share the same interest. I like this part, which color my life with joyful. This is the most awesome part ! :)

Tadaaaaaaaa.. just simply let you take a quick view of me. No big difference compare to my secondary look. Without dying my hair, I still look old anyhow. Hmm.. well, just get use to it.
Looks familiar ? YESHHHHH, Lee Min Ho from City Hunter. So, did you guys watch the drama ? The drama had fully released but I just can't spare out some leisure time to finish the rest part !! Stuck somewhere else in episode 16. OMG, my favorite character !!! ♥

Kim Na Na, another pretty girl.. don't you agree ? :) Ok lar, no forcing element, just strongly recommend you to watch it. I love the song inside, if you know me then you will know it. You might be right.. ya ya ya.. So goodbye.. That's the song I'm loving it !!

Current Status : Cut off my long hair, but I can't suit myself with my so-called short hair, arghhhh.. actually is not that short and yet I prefer LONG LONG hair. Ishhhh, forget about my nagging part. Oh shit, having light inflammation on my left eyes now. No lens for 1 week, I am dying, wore spectacles to college this morning, looked so dumb, looked so stupid. I pray hardly that my eyes are recover tomorrow morning, I DON'T WANT SPECTACLES !! :(

To those who intended to do eyes laser surgery, just take a view on this video and you will know what's going on through the whole surgery process ! :D

So stop here today, shall update sooooooooooonnnnnn again !! =>

After 1 week of class.

2011-07-12T09:13:00.005+08:00

Is like been a while I neglected my blog. Oh well, just like I mentioned previously, I actually started my college life. Everyday is like so pack, went to class early in the morning and when I get to reach home, I probably dying somewhere else, take a nap, surfing Internet for some while and ... sleep before 12 so that I could wake up on time on the next day!

Ever mentioned exam is so lifeless but when you came to college, everything is so different, everything is so new. New friend, new environment, you have to adapt everything as well. Is a new stage for every person who graduated from secondary. Different people having different ambition, studying in different college, experiencing something so different from one another and yea... I chose something not-so-relax. While I still remember secondary's break time is around 20 minutes and now I am having 45 minutes break. Sounds not bad right ? Yet, let me tell you. When you are busy around, 45 minutes is nothing. Everyday you repeat the same routine; finish class and head on to cafeteria just to fill in your hungry stomach and back to class again.

NO MORE RELAX LIKE SECONDARY LIFE !!
To achieve some target like how I set myself, I really have to revise my work everyday. I want to be lazy also :( Who doesn't want that right? But yeah, I believe hardworking with be repay with great achievement. Let's hope I am persistent kay ! :)

Shall stop here today because I am using library computer to update all this, good luck people :D

Holiday ended !

2011-07-04T20:55:00.004+08:00

Okayyyyyyy.. So my 3 months holiday just end like this. After today, no more relaxing like before ! Frankly, gone through my timetable and seriously I don't like it. It is kinda pack and I even have class on some certain Saturday. Greattttt ! I am sure I will tired like hell when I reach home everyday. Hey, come on. Look on the brighter side, I have no time to think a lot of unnecessary stuff anymore, aim for my target and say goodbye to shadow :) College gonna be fun, that's what I heard from Lavyne. Well, it depends I guess.

What were I doing for the last 3 months? Basically, earned money and spent it by enjoying my life. I know you envy it but it had already came to a point that I have to stop. Academic is priority now. ohhhhohohoho :D

Spot me ? Look at the red arrow. I was working under Gastby Roadshow for the past 2 weeks. Went around colleges and simply understand about colleges' culture. I even get to know atmosphere in the colleges I had worked in. This is the truth, a human's background caused their attitude ! I had fun, but at the same moment, I dislike some college's people. Since blog is kind of publicity, so I would not mention its name out.

I am behind this 2 guys. Feel familiar? Yesssss , you're right. Kanaga and his friend, Adrian. Met him in Inti, Nilai. Forced to participate under Gastby Like My Look Contest. Took a picture and I guess he threw it away already. Anyway, thanks for the MILO :D

So, gonna start my college life tomorrow. Wish me good luck and yea.. good luck to you all as well.

My S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y.

2011-06-26T19:23:00.008+08:00

Hello everybody ! Yeap, today gonna start my blog with a food picture, sorry if it makes you crave for foods now. Tadaa.. I'm truly satisfy with my camera food mode which made all of the foods look even delicious but of course, it tasted good too :)

Pei Qi, if you know who is she ; my so-called best buddy came to KL for her student exchange programme interview in KBU college. Early in the morning, me... as a driver fetched Pn.Tan, formerly Biology teacher and Mei Chin to Taman Rashna to have our breakfast, accompany with Ken, Mike and Yon Huang. Oh great, we actually had a nice conversation afterall. Later on, I drove straight all the way to Damansara and fetched Pei Qi. Yet, I was lost on the way there and she waited me for around 1 hour. I'm sorry girl :(

Way back to Sunway from Damansara. Great man, I was lost for another time ! Chi-Cak, here's the picture of Pei Qi, green apple. We both are just MIRROR SICK. Literally, both of us can create a personal album because we just can't stop snapping picture if we're with camera! I know it might look so cacat but at least this was the only picture I found to be special, hiak hiak* Had our lunch in Zamai sushi if not mistaken with Jvn Ying and head on with our shopping journey. Pity Jvn Ying who was being forced to shop with us. Oh ya, prepare your money !! Is mega sales girlsssssssss !

Here's Jvn Ying, who is going to become my senior in college very soon. Went in to SUB just for some pictures session. Three of us act like some buyers and yea, it was embarrassed enough !

Don't envy us, we could just meet up if someone plan it especially KMT's members. I miss you all :) To gather once, either one of us have to travel few hours journey just to meet up face by face. Because of this, it makes me even appreciate this friendship. It is really far but that's how we bond the friendship together. Distance is never a problem. =D

In the night, I went to DMC Night. This year, I turned out to become kind of VIP which means I am getting older indirectly =( Yeah babe, I had an awesome night. Enjoyed the concert so much and get to see Adrian Tan in such near distance. He was the special guest of the year and yea, he brought the show to climax. All the participants rock the stage! You guys were AWESOME ! Back to the previous school, refreshed me all of the memories. All the happy moment, sorrow moment, quarrel moment, sweet moment.. slided into my brain and I'm proud to say, I miss high school life. Don't say you will never miss it because you will definitely miss all of these after you graduated ! Ironically, I even miss all the single moment with him. So, I actually looking forward for 2012 DMC Night, good luck to all the juniors. Endeavour :)

Create beachy waves.

2011-06-23T22:51:00.009+08:00

Surprise ! Guess this is the first time I post my SPECTACLES LOOK in my blog. =O Oh well, who's cares since this is not main point this time.

So, did you actually realize what's the difference on me? Girls might be observance enough but guys probably not. No matter what's in your mind, I'm here to tell you I SUCCEED TO CREATE BEACHY WAVES on my hair with some simple steps. Not with curling tool but just SEA SALTS that you can get through the market !

Here's the steps.
1. Mix 2 teaspoons sea salt ( remember, not table salt ) into 1 cup of boiling water until it dissolves.
2. Pour it into a spray bottle after it cools.
3. Mist it into your hands and finger-comb through damp hair from roots to ends. Let your hair air-dry.

This is some extra tips from ME :)
4. Bun up your hair for some while with a hairband.
5. Lastly, took it down and you will get this look .
Saw it ? Isn't the curl is much obvious than the previous picture? If you wish the curl to be long lasting, just spray it with some hairspray and you are ready to go.

Sharing is caring :) So, don't rely on tools, try some other awesome and easy ways too, good luck :>

A Visit To Teluk Intan

2011-06-21T17:02:00.007+08:00

BLUE SKY again ! muahahaa.. Girls think a lot of things, so do I because I am a girl, maybe should call a lady now :O I love to look at the sky when things are running in my mind, even though there is nothing, I just like to look at it and chill my mind. Oh well, let's guess where it this. If you read my previous post and you will know this is TELUK INTAN.

Teluk Intan is actually a small village, is about 1/4 of Klang. Went there last Friday without planning, followed Phaik Hui back to her hometown and home stayed for 2 nights :) Shocked Lian Qian and as well as Bee Ying, who will believe that I will made such decision at the very last minute. If you know me well and you will know I am that steady =p

This is Ling Qian, girl which staying in the same dorm with me in National Service. She's currently study in UPSI, Tanjung Malim. Is like 3 months we never meet each other and yea, we finally met up. Had our breakfast at McDonald since Phaik Hui was busy with her volleyball training. I know it is so weird to have breakfast at such place but blamed Bee Ying, not a good tourist guide. Tsk tsk tsk.

While this is Phaik Hui, although we are not in the same group in National Service but friendship still keep on going until now and of course in the future :), someone who right beside me when I was in a total deep shit state. She's volleyball state player. Had our dinner at Setia Alam before she sent me back to house.

After left town for few days, is time to get back my life. 2 weeks more before my college life start .... and and AND !!

I grabbed a cute gadjet from Nilai University College, oh my.. my WINNIE THE POOH !! Just paid an affordable price to grab this home. hehehehe :D
Is happy to get this but I still want to complaint, I hate the taxi driver which I met this morning, no manner and his attitude was like shitttttt ! Wasted my money and spoiled my mood. zzz !

and lastly, my look after work :) Currently is working under Gasby, like my look contest project. Worked in Nilai University today and tomorrow will be in Utar, Sg Long :D
Stay Tune :]

Officially Resigned.

2011-06-17T11:57:00.006+08:00

Ok well, I am officially resigned from Kumon, Setia Alam branch yesterday ! People say TIME FLIES, they are indeed correct. Basically, I wasted half year time included time spent in National Service, rest at home and also working here and there. 18th year of a person is the most interesting life as people say but my 18th year is going to end in another 6 months time and I will be entering my 19th year. Blamed that I was born too early compare to the others.
Back to the topic, this is basically how kumon center looks like. I don't know how about other branch but this is the Setia Alam branch look. It was a weird day. Not much works to do until 6pm. Normally, workers there started to busy after 4pm but we were doing nothing because there was not much students yesterday. Even some of them were lying on the table. Aww, what a nice scene for my last day, it was relax enough though :)

I am not the kind of patient people. I usually finish marking using my fastest speed. Hope I could finish all the working sheet in a day and I did it. For the 1 month I worked at there, there is always not much marking sheets left on the next day.
This is the answer book. So no more marking session, no more acting like a teacher. Got my salary, it was not that much but at least it is better than nothing.

** did you realize something different in my blog today ? hahaha. goggle is such an awesome thing. I found out the way ''how to make pictures look bigger in blogger'' and tadaaa.. I made it. Claps ** Still, I am finding the way to hack my blogger template.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY to dear CHOOI YEE. A girl which slept next to me for 2 months time in National Service. Not really sure when we guys will meet again but all the best to you. Good luck for everything :)

** 17 th of June, if nothing happened, today will be 6MA. However, things happened without an option. So no more looking backwards, tomorrow will be even better !

*** Going to Perak later !!! Kinda excited to meet my National Service friend. You guys better clear out your weekend for me okay ? :D

Sekinchan 1 day trip.

2011-06-14T18:36:00.009+08:00

Paddy field and fresh wide blue sky, what's your mind running on? It is not Kedah but it is somewhere near to Klang - Sekinchan. Ya right, the place where movie of 天天好天 located.

People might think I am over outing recently, went here and there but true.. this is the kind of life that I should live now, for my own sake. Sekinchan, 1 hour away from Klang, kind of small village. Without grand building, without big factories, the air is much fresher than Klang. Blue sky break me free from an awkward and sucks night. All I can say is just blue sky had simply brought away my sadness and disappointment :D
9 peoples, 2 cars. We reached there around 12 and get to have lunch at a restaurant recommended by my Sekinchan friend. Well, it was kinda cheap because it only cost us RM74 which freaked everyone out. That's why Sekinchan is a village. That kind of price will be only appear in your dream if you insist to find in Klang. Budget lunch with some simple seafood, we continued our journey to the so-called 'MILO BEACH'.
If you ever visited there before, you will know the beach doesn't look that clean. Am I right? Camera just beautify the color and view of the real beach. Ok lar, just a small beach with not much people. Shells covered half of the beach and you probably can't leave footprint there. Beach is full with rubbish, so it just disappointed me a bit.

My job never change, I am still the photographer, bringing camera around and snapped down the joyful moment. Kind of regret that I dint manage to scream out beside the beach, guess I watched too much drama. Does scream vent out and release your stress? I wonder. However, the guys scolded out bad words and screamed there. Guess much of anger of sorrow deep inside their heart too ? I think so :) Although the picture is a bit cacat but never mind, at least we had our group picture.
Another view of paddy field. Don't ask me why they have such different color because I would like to find out too. To be frank, I never saw such huge of paddy field, all I ever saw is sea without boundary or high hills. Not bad, although it can't replace importance of sea in my heart but at least walking beside the huge paddy field let me feel good !
Awesome picture with awesome idea. They guys did that on that huge paddy field. Guess they wouldn't be that brave if someone is around there :p
Before we left, we saw a couple was actually taking their wedding pictures inside the paddy field. Kind of creative but how they stand it under that strong sun ? oh my god ! I wish to have my wedding's pictures beside the sea or beach !! wink*
Nice view, WAY BACK TO KLANG after our second meal of seafood nearby Kuala Selangor. Before leaving, we managed to try something new which is 'kelapa bakar'. I guess not much people actually try that before. Anyway, it was not nice at all. Still, I prefer the original one. Although it was just one day trip, at least it bonded our relationship, where I used to appreciate these time. We shall have lunch or dinner together once a few months. See ya friends :D

Join FAMINE 30!

2011-06-12T13:52:00.004+08:00

How much do you know about FAMINE 30 ? What's running in your mind ? Have you ever concern what's the fact behind this FAMINE 30 camp ? So let's discover it !

HUNGER FACTS :
Everyday, nearly 8000 kids under age of 5 die because of hunger-related cause. Some strave, some sick, and their hunger body is just too weak to fight against diseases. In fact, there are more than 24000 kids lose their lives each day, most of them to poverty, diseases and the biggest cause is ... HUNGER !

* HUNGER traps people in poverty.
* HUNGER hurts children.

and WE CAN STOP HUNGER in its track !
JOIN OUR CAMP !

Date : 6 & 7 August
Venue : Klang & Coast Buddhist Association (滨海佛学会馆)

Have you ever thought you are actually having kind of happiness life? Every 3 seconds, there is a child pass away because of hunger. Beyond our awareness, there is actually more kids need our help, is more than you could imagine ! And.. your little afford by JOINING THE CAMP is actually helping these bunch of kids.

# Before is too late, please register and get your friends involve in this camp !! You're doing charity indirectly ! Those who wish to join, contact me immediately and I will pass you the booklet, thanks for your support, we guys appreciate your contribution ! :D

Another tired week.

2011-05-29T19:08:00.006+08:00

What's the first thought when you saw picture of sea appear in my blog? :D This girl went to beach again !! You are correct indeed. Paid a visit to Pulau Besar, Melaka during past Friday. Is more than a month after that incident, seems like I am fine afterall but who's know about the real story behind this pretty appearance? Ok well, back to topic. Is a island in melacca state but one word can conclude everything. Guess it and that word is SUCKS. It might looks good with the unpolluted sea water but there is nothing inside the island ! Chalet with bad environment, restaurant with no signboard and old ferry to the island. Just because of the environment condition, we decided to pay another RM100 to take speedboat out of the island. It was a great experience ever. Sitting inside the speed boat with NO LIGHT in the middle of the sea, seeing the salt water splashing into the boat, it took me some time to overcome the fears! I love stars anyway ! tehee..
After half an hour, we were finally back to the town and cities people like us definitely prefer city life! Is like sunny sunshine come out after the heavy rain. :)
Took durian dessert on the second day at Jonker Steet. I have to say : FINALLY, I have the chance to taste it and still, I prefer the real durian. Besides that, I tried their Asam Laksa. It was so spicy and yet it was the best Asam Laksa I ever tried.
With no intend, found this inside the shop. Simply want to dedicated to the one I love the most, no offense :D

Came back during evening time and I attended 528's dinner at Premiere Hotel. Nothing much to talk about it since not much participants from my batch attended. Basically, glad to meet friends that I have never meet for a long time and it was a tired day.
Dinner end around 10.30pm. Seeing different years of participants who attended the dinner, I literally miss the time we used to spend in Taiwan. Simply felt that it was yesterday's story, yesterday's dream. All I can say is I MISS YOU ALL ! Take care everyone :)

Port Dickson.

2011-05-17T15:40:00.011+08:00

AVILLION, PORT DICKSON ! Yeah right, that's the place I would like to mention about it. Went to Port Dickson during the past weekend, this was the first time I went vacation without any preparation. IT WAS COOL ENOUGH !! Never expected we would stay at such expensive hotel initially. Yet, most of the hotels were fully booked until everyone was getting more and more nervous when we still can't found any hotel around 8 something at night. Lastly, Jason's dad friend which is a managing director of Avillion hotel gave us a room in Avillion hotel and unexpected with special rate.

Basically, this is the view of Avillion Hotel in the morning. Chalet above the sea. Feel fresh when you heard the sound of sea. It is so calm until you could forget your sadness deep bottom inside your heart.

While this, is the view of Avillion Hotel during night time with lightening. Picture by Xeon. Like this picture until maximum ! The money you spend for the hotel fees is worth enough man ! :)

Port Dickson. Yea, we were in Port Dickson's beach. Thought of beach, thought of someone. He ever said he would want to have a walk along the beach during night time with me but now it seems like a mission impossible. Well, forget it. Look at the picture. Nice beach :)

Back to Avillion Hotel, there is actually 2 Avillion Hotel in Port Dickson. We actually visited both Avillion before we checked in. The one we stayed was chalet and this view was taken in another Avillion Hotel. It is a jetty and that's the view during evening and night. What a nice view too !

During the way we searched for hotel, we actually stopped by at the beach and took some pictures. In a sudden, I found the right angel and there's the place we took these pictures.

I LOVE BEACH so so so much !! Right now, I miss Avillion!

We 6 !! :) inside the expensive room. hiak hiak hiak.

Although it was just a short trip, we enjoyed the environment which really can let us relief. Let go off every sadness, let go off of every disappointment. Tomorrow will be a new day ! So, just go vacation if you really need to relax ! :D

Leisure Time

2011-05-04T13:21:00.005+08:00

It has been ages since I changed my layout. I am lazy, yeah. Finally, is really a finally I changed into a new skin, new look. Well, NEW LIFE as well. Jean, never be afraid to fall and then you will be getting a comfortable zone soon!

What so busy until I neglected my blog lately? Is actually no big deal because lifeless life have not much interesting story :p
Oh well, I am working as a super super part time promoter. Working for some weekends when I feel free. The thing I hate the most is complete the reports and also hit the target. Yet, I know if this is not the objective, the company would not have to hire promoter to promote how good is their product. =='' isn't it ?

This is basically how a report look like. dislike*

Speaking about parties.. yeah, is like so long we guys never gather together and really have a party. Peoples are right, you are actually losing chances to know new friends when you are in a relationship. It make sense to this group of people! Yet, I dint join the sleepover session, bukit cahaya session, they were drunk! Maybe this is how they enjoy their life ? :)

So how about weekdays ? Since there is nothing much to do, I keep myself stick to drama. Hereby just to recommend a korean drama - DREAM HIGH, you will found out many nice songs inside!! Watch it if you have the time. '' 49 days '' is a not bad drama too :)

Strangers, again.

2011-04-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

Strangers, again.

Hey peoples, just found out an awesome video recently. Well, this video is basically about relationships. Every relationship goes through stages, where and how it develops. All of us often make the same mistakes that is inevitable.

Love is fragile. As time as you grow up, you will realize it is not easy to be a part in a love affair, love is not like a fairytale. Time changed peoples. Sometimes, persistent is the right way for you. Truth is always ugly. Nevertheless how badly is your condition or problems, remember this three words, IT GOES ON. Thanks to whoever hurt you before, thanks to whoever you love before. Without them, you will never grow, you will never learn to be tougher. So, why hate them ? =D

Strongly suggest you guys to watch this video because you will LEARN something though. This is something we have to gone through in our life.

This is a song I super like these few days, maybe it just sounds emotional to me but of course it really means something. *It took so long just to feel alright.

I am already fine :D

2011-04-16T12:07:00.003+08:00

Hi peoples, I am back :D
For the past one week, I have been feeling sick and yeah right, I am really sick. Was feeling in a total uncomfortable way, no appetite at all, tiredness surrounded me and I thought it was nothing. Until the day, I saw red dots on my skin and still assumed it as skin sensitivity. My mum brought me to the hospital and that doctor urged me for blood test. Hell, this was the first time I had my blood test in my life. FIRST TIME okay ?

Still the same, afraid of needles. Nurses at the hospital are not having a good temper, showed their temper on a sick patient like me and seriously I felt uneasy with their impolite attitude. What a nurse? Well, the doctor said I was suspected from dengue. The first respond was : WHAT ?! From that day, I was asked to visit hospital every single day for blood test. Met practical doctor, bad temper nurse... and so on... until I had bruise on both of my arms. Yesterday, had a measurement on the weighing balance and it showed me 38kg !! LOL , is that possible? or it was just an error ? I don't know but crazily yeah.. I look slightly thinner already :(

I don't like my blog post always appear with depress stuff but why... you want to be like that? Is that my retribution or ...... just.. I don't know..

p/s : I hate LIAR.

Nowadays.

2011-04-07T21:50:00.005+08:00

If life is that easy, will life turns so meaningless? Guess so.. Hopefully there will be no new wrinkles on my face, life just too annoying for me nowadays. What happened huh ? Can't give me a better pathway?

Initially, was headache about college and scholarship stuff and yeah finally I gave myself a choice. Yet, now residence place is a problem too. Stupid school, built at such place. Super old housing area is not my type, found apartment but it is slightly expensive. Peoples are picky, don't want to take responsibility and yet still require others for further job. wth. Don't you know I will tired also ? You thought being a middle person is such an easy job ? Let me tell you, if being a part of this affair is simple and easy, I wont blame anyone of you all. Everyone is pointing to me now, I am tired ! Don't drive me crazy can ? I just feel like wanna scream, right here right now !

Relationship stuff. The most annoying thing ever. Time changes peoples, that's damn true. What can I say? Resign to the fate which brought me to meet whoever I had ever met within this 18 years. Time will prove everything for me. Waiting is just the key. Is time to arrange my mood, couldn't let my heart break into pieces anymore. Never await too much of things because you will get more disappointed only and honeymoon is only for the first 3 months. Please remind that always! Twitter, is only somewhere I could split out something I couldn't let everyone know but it is also the place which makes me even depress. oh my.. save me please ? :(

Although it is such a freaking simple requirement but someone just couldn't make it for me. How much afford do you really put in ? I really wonder. * just feel like crying, clouds gather in my heart this moment.

SPM results.

2011-03-24T21:22:00.003+08:00

23 March 2011. It was a big day for every graduated student especially those who mind their results a lot. Oh well, it was the day where government released our SPM results.

Slept around 4am the day before it, not because of I was nervous but just too much things happened recently which bothered me a lotttt ! ( he know what I mind these days , opps! ) On the actual day, phoned some of them to make sure they were in school already before I prepared to take my results. The feeling was kinda weird but to be frank, I don't even scare of what results were I getting, calmer than the moment I got my PMR results. No more dream this time, NO FEELING AT ALL. What happened to me ? I wonder too. =.=''

Luckily, my results wasn't that bad. Meanwhile, it is not very excellent as well. What to say? Parents always claim that I'm just lucky. Perhaps ? =) Got 9a's , mixed with A+, A and A- as well.
Congratulations to those who scored superb results and to those who dint manage to get the expectation results, don't be sad because results won't definite domesday. Sun still will rise at it's side. What's the matter of getting bad results? There is no rules state that people who get bad results is definitely a bad person. So, what for depress and worry so much ? :) Somehow we still have to go through our life and the most important is creating a better future. So, everyone ! CHEER UP ! and of course good luck to everyone who is entering college. =)

Shall stop here tonight, pretty tired after 2 interviews today. Succeed to get a job and I am working as a promoter this weekend. Feel free to visit me, ask me for more details => , good night peoples !

Cheer Up.

2011-03-20T22:47:00.004+08:00

People around me starting to ask : What Happened? , Are You Okay ?
As people asking one by one, I asked myself and think deeply whether am I okay. Unfortunately my answer is a NO. Sometimes, there is certain things that you can barely share out, don't wish other people to know that much or want to settle it quietly. I wonder am I too free recently that caused me to think a lot or I am just correct to realize all the problems and conflicts. I really really wonder..

There is too much things happened lately. Even the feeling is slightly different also. No doubt, right after I returned from NS. Feeling always tell the truth. Yet, what can I say ? Heart really pain* What peoples say really make sense now, a lot of things can change within 1 month time although it is just a month time. H.a.a.a.a.

There is no rehearsal in our life, every day is a live show.
There is no way for me to turn back anymore, move forward will do. As I know I shouldn't be sighing here, I think I should have a decision. Happiness don't last for a long time, I really understand and experienced it now. Right now, just feel like sleeping forever and not to wake up from dreams. Shatter tears doesn't cure the problems. Girl, is time to cheer up.

National Service , KJM 2011 ♥

2011-03-16T15:29:00.009+08:00

Tadaaaaaaa... I'm back, officially break free from the 3 months training. Congratulation to myself before I start my stories. Yeah, I did it without doubt. Thanks for the complimentary which flooded my facebook and also messages. I cherish it a lot ! ♥For the past 2 months, I had missed out many and many interesting stuffs and guess is time for me to update again. wink* Meeting up with friends and yea I am doing so =)

Speaking on National Service training, I wont give a thumb up comments. Activities were not my kind but at least I met new peeps there, a bunch of good friends which can keep forever that truly concern each other. There is 24 peoples in my dorm included malays, chinese and also indian. This is where we can learn for integration. No racist at the first place and you will having a bunch of good malays friends :)

Peoples from my dorm. Cheetah B4

The only 6 chinese in our dorm.

Physical training had caused me to turn darker as everyone claim that when they meet me after I came back. How depressing is that ? I would rather to be fair instead of being the recent me. Hand appeared with 2 colour tones and I don't know how long will it takes to recover. Pray hardly man** !!

As you see, GIRLS TALK ! :)

Anyway, I am from company Cheetah. We might not the best company among the rest but at least we are the best for ourselves. We punished by teacher before, we smiled together before, we laughed crazily before, we snatched food together before, we cried together before and we even slept together before together. Every single memory of this only goes once in our life. It might not be the best memories for everyone of us but I bet it will be the deepest memories. People says you will not be willing to go for national service but probably you don't bear to leave the place lastly. It makes sense and yet is not for me. I won't miss the place but I just can't bear to leave those friends which mixed along for the past 2 months. Inside the camp, we are always together whenever I was awake from my dreamland and see them right before I fell into my sweet dream but now, everything is as usual as how we live before the camp. Meanwhile, we are staying far apart from each other, don't really know when is our next meeting and I just want to say I will really miss you all. ♥

Kem Jiwa Murni, Gunung Semanggol.
Kumpulan 1 Siri 8 2011.

This is the thing I will never forget for the rest of my life because I met you guys there. Guys, please don't sad for our leaving and take care yourself well and I truly have faith that we will meet again ! ♥

Yeah and home sweet home :)

Goodbye ♥

2011-02-07T02:21:00.004+08:00

The two hardest things to say in life are hello for the first time and goodbye for the last. Time flies. Is 2.22 am now, I am updating my blog. Knowing that I am leaving in few more hours time, it saddens me up. Is hard to say goodbye every time when someone is about to leave. I bet nobody like to say goodbye. Somehow, goodbye is a symbol of the next awesome meeting, isn't it?

Yeah, I am returning to the camp again. Although there's thousand of unwillingly, still this is a fact I couldn't run off. I could only blame the time. It kills me every second, every minute, every hours, every day. 5 weeks times, neither a long period nor short period, wondering how am I going to pass through it. Guess the diary will be my best mate during this 5 weeks.

I never want to leave like that but everything comes with pros and cons. People says distance let the heart grows fonder but I guess mine is time let the heart grows fonder. Yea, be tough please. A blink of eye, I will be here again.

So, everyone please TAKE CARE and see you soon ! ♥

p/s : Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means go away and going away means forgetting.

Primary classmate- Gathering

2010-12-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

You know what? I was actually rushing for updating my blog before I left my sweet home. Was back from Cairynne's house and I have to say I am super glad that the gathering was succeed !! I still remember before this, every of the gathering call failed until no one is willing to stand out and has another gathering. Well, this time... it succeed. All I can say is the night was really great ! I enjoyed ! 5 years gap, it changes a lot of people. Just like how Ping Feng impressed him. In short, I really glad to get back these long lost friend and gathering bonds us back again.. teheee... Anyway, it will be a short update for this time..

Leaving to sabah and continue will national service. See you , my blog.
Will be back after 3 months time.
Everyone, take care =D

Class Trip

2010-12-25T22:03:00.006+08:00

Well, I am back from class trip ! Never thought the time will pass that fast. Still remember during SPM, I hope that time will pass faster and until today, I really have to accept we guys are going to separate ! Leaving Kwang Hua, our secondary school, everyone is having their own plan for tertiary education. There is no more chance that 46 of us will be in the same class again. All of the sudden, memories flash over my mind. Is kinda hard to accept that 2010 is going to end. Class trip might be the last time we meet each other. There is so so so so so so much things we don't want it to come true but still, we have to accept.

For the past 5 days, I guess everyone enjoyed. Vacation is always the key which bonds everyone back together. No doubt, unity is the best thing in a class. People says secondary friends are the best friend we will ever make in our life and guess it becomes truth now.
For the class trip part, we went to Genting and Pangkor. Well, the truth is we met kwang hua-rians everywhere ! We got double decker bus for the whole trip. Erm, the seat was comfortable as well but just a bit too cold for us. Can't stand for the coldness and I even felt cold although I wore a jacket. About the food, yea. Foods they provided were great enough. 5 days, just passed like that and quite numbers of them did really cried for the last few minutes before we reached klang. I insisted of not crying and yea, I did it. Although tears represent sadness but still I will miss you all ! ♥ I will miss the 'cho dai di' nights too ~

Pangkor, guess this is the place where the most memorable things happened in our life. Firstly, I am glad that all of us are still alive and safe as well. A foreigner want to show off with his skill and accidentally bang into the boat we sat. Thanks god that the boat dint sink and we guys are fine ! It might be dangerous but I guess this will be the most memorable stuff we had together. Take care guys.

To Lay Jian : Seriously think you were great that night ! You let me saw your bravo action and I wish all the best to you :)
Last dinner before we were back to klang and I believe this will never be the last dinner for everyone of us !

Last but not least, I want to dedicate a video for all the classmate as a farewell present. We, 5s3 will last forever. ♥ you guys !!

p/s : ♥ !! You really really really really really made my day. Thanks for the pressie and miss ya :)

Forever
- JeaN -

A Visit To Port Dickson

2010-12-17T21:53:00.012+08:00

As i promised, I am here to update about my Port Dickson trip. Literally is recalling when was the last time I went to Port Dickson. Since my dad was afraid of water (i guess), so I won't be having many chances to visit any beach. Well, Port Dickson trip was with the bunch of DMC members. It was a farewell trip actually. I still remember that all the form 5 members promised to go together and yet ended up I had a big disappointment on it. On the spot, I only knew that only 4 of the former seniors were going. What a joke ? Anyway, without them were definitely fine because we still enjoyed the short trip.

Everything was great because I have the previledge =), they managed to booked a house next to the sea and 4 of us decided to stay at the second floor. Had a glance right after I reached the house. I have to say, I LOVE SEA SO SO SO SO MUCH especially when the sea breeze blew to my side. It was just relaxing. It would certainly be more great if the sea is not polluted at all.
Look, isn't the sky is blue? Love the blue it has, because it is so clear that I can clear my mind. By seeing how the water reflected and diffracted, it just let me thought of physics.
Take a turn, this is the night view. Not bad right? No doubt, this is Malaysia. We still have pretty landscape.

Since we went Port Dickson, of course we went beach. I guess I just watched too much of drama, whenever thinking of beach, it continue with the romantic scene. So, going to beach with boyfriend will be my dream. =D We ran on the seaside and we left our foot steps ! Although the sea water washed away it after a while but at least we left before , :)
Thanks for the picture, Joclyn. I am a lady. LOL. I simply love the sky colour.
Actually, we went 2 beaches and I wonder how many beaches did Port Dickson have? Just surprised I was back to the destination again. The resort I stayed during the last visit to Port Dickson is just next to the second beach we visited. I guess they enjoyed a lot, even Lai Peng buried herself with sand.
Due to some private issue, I choose not to play in water. So I had some self photoshooting while the others were playing in the water. Thanks to the HOT SUN, I am having serious sunburned now. Not kidding but serious until I feel the pain when I wear my slipper. Finally, I understand the pain when those athlete have to stay under the sun that long. Omg, I can't imagine what will happen after I enter PLKN. Trying hard to apply whitening lotion as much as I can, can wait to be fair back ! @@
Here are the 4 former seniors of DMC =). Although the amount was kinda less but I guess I had no regret to join it. At least I found out the truth and manage to repair the relationship with the juniors. Please work hard and I await to see a better DMC when I return. Good luck, juniors.
Well, just let me end this post with this group picture. Good luck and I had fun. =>

p/s : new life ♥

Holding you
- JeaN -

BBQ after SPM.

2010-12-16T18:08:00.002+08:00

Had a BBQ party at Yon Huang's place after our chinese paper. Is glad that actually almost 30 people came for the party but to the others, you guys just missed the memorable moment we spent to each other. O ya, 3 pendatang haram were found ! =p The only thing i could said about yon huang's house is your dog is really huge. You know what? His brother was actually laughing at me when he saw me was afraid with the dogs. Oh my god. However, his brother, Tom is cute ! =)

Had great meal over there. His house is actually super far. I lost for few times because of not clear enough information. That's the thing I hate about Shah Alam, too many roads, too complicated.
1,2,3,4,5. Could only find the continuous number from them because others were lost. Anyway, I'm having number 9. It is a good number.
This might be our last meeting for those who are actually planning to go oversea for future studies. Literally, I cherish these moment after I accepted I really graduated from my school. Although distance makes people to miss each other more but the feeling of being study together in a class is totally different. There is no more another chance for all of us to stay like that again, pictures will be our memories forever.

Class trip : count down for 3 days. See you guys soon. ♥

Next post : Port Dickson. =D

Back To December
- JeaN -

Bye SPM ! :)

2010-12-14T16:05:00.003+08:00

For all the science classes students, you guys just did a great job. SPM is officially over, congratulation to all of you and for account classes students, please ADD OIL. You guys left 1 day to go only. In fact, I got not much thought this morning literally. I don't feel that happy as I expected after my Chinese paper, all i wonder is SPM was not that scary, not that stress. We don't need to shout and we just smile. Anyway, MERDEKA people. =DThis morning, I was reminding myself to take a picture before I take off my school uniform but stomachache cover my thought. I forgot to take a picture and the picture above was took by shu ping when she was playing with my phone. Aww, forget about the stupid look.. Bye school uniform, bye school shoe and also bye Kwang Hua. I guess I will miss the happy moment we spend in our class more than miss the school. =)

This is our exam class, it was kinda sad that we can't use back our own class as exam hall. However, it was in the same block. Purposely edit the picture into this look because after few years, the image appear in our mind will be this look. Guys, we will miss that right?

Anyway, MERDEKA. I will be having a very very very tight December. Firstly, heading to yon huang's house later. PARTY PEOPLE !! =D My camera is ready, ready , READY !! Tomorrow, I am going to Port Dickson with the DMC gang for the farewell trip. Next... stay tune ♥

We'll be a dream
- JeaN -

一周年纪念快乐 ! ♥

2010-12-10T11:44:00.006+08:00

12月10日，还记得这一天吗？

去年的今天，我们大家在ANGKASA 酒店第一次正式地遇见对方，
一声的 ' HI' 打破了陌生的气氛，
是缘分让我们被安排在同一组，
从素不相识的陌生人到成了朋友，
开始了了我们21天的台湾之旅。
时间狠心地跨过一分一秒，
我还真不敢相信我们大家已经认识了一年！
回想起那一天，记忆还是深深地烙印在我心里。

第一次见面的场景，
第一次跟陌生人睡在同一张床上，
第一次离家那么长的时间，
第一次旅游这么长的时间，
第一次跟这么多人一起搓汤圆，
第一次跟这么多人一起点孔明灯，
第一次被困在电梯里，
第一次经历强烈的地震，

所有的第一次都是最难忘的。

因为是第五车的关系，
大多数的队友都各自在各个角落，
有的在读书，有的在工作，
很难想象何时我们３０多个人才能又聚在一堂。
真的好怀念，你们大家都还好吗？

本人超喜欢这张照片的，
事实呢，就是照片里存着我们大家的回忆，
一步一脚印留下的痕迹是最难忘的，
真的很珍惜这些回忆。

因为观摩团，认识了你们。
以为观摩团，建立了这一段友谊，
也因观摩团，交了一班相当知心的朋友。
这一切的一切都是因为观摩团。♥♥♥♥

我是真的真的很想你们。
一周年纪念快乐 ! ♥
今年的队友，加油哦！　

我怀念的
- JeaN -

Mixed feeling,

2010-12-02T21:54:00.004+08:00

First of all, Physics paper is officially over and I left 3 subjects to go! WINK*

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!

Speaking on SPM, it has to be Jean's history very soon. Just get to know we can check our national service status through its official website. Since I am one of the lucky one, I am selected in first batch and I got KEM JIWA MURNI, GUNUNG SEMANGGOL, PERAK . I wonder why most of the KH-rians were selected to Perak camp ? Anyway, Yann Herng is with me. I simply feel good just because I found someone I know on the same camp. Smiley face ! =D
However, seriously headache now because of the stupid time management. How do I rush back ?! I don't willing to come back from sabah before the day I have to check into national service camp ( ohh, actually still considering to go or not to go) bla bla bla bla bla..

Seriously, why can't mosquito extinct from this world? I am sick of feeding those mosquito. Gosh ! My legs are filled with mosquito bite now. Regrading of the bite scar, I find difficult in sleeping especially everyone of us are going through such a hardship. Feeding myself with peppermint sweet today just to get me alert during the examination. How sad it is ? =(

* Something just deeply disappointed me. Feel like slapping myself and tell myself it's not the truth. I ended up with red blood eyes just because I can't believe such things can came out from your side. I am just too naive to believe that I could actually fix and overcome it as time pass. Certain people of this world are gifted with acting talent. Making a way to let others watch how badly I was beat down by them is such a bad idea. Continue to dream if you wish to see me in pain because I am hanging myself with a smiley face ! get lost you people. Anyway, thanks BBF, long lost bro =D

No one is perfect, just be the one
- JeaN -

Good Try.

2010-11-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

Just found out an interesting test in Facebook just now. Have a try on it. Good Luck =)

一个很准的心理测试：按下面的步骤一步一步做，不要作弊，否则你的希望会落空（用３分钟完成）发送这个留言的人说：她的愿望在十分钟内变成现实，记住：不要有欺骗行为。这个戏的结果非常有趣，注意：按顺序往下读，不能跳跃地往下读（只要花３分钟，值得一试）首先拿一枝笔和一张纸，当你在作出选择时，如果是人物，保证是你认识的，无论是数字或人物，必须是第1直觉，每次向下移动一行――记住：不要跳行往下读！

一、首先，在一列中写下１到１１的序号（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０、１１）

二、在序号１和２的旁边，写下你所想的任意两个数字

三、在序号３和７的旁边，写下任意两个异性的名字。（注意：不要跳跃的向下看）

四、在序号４、５、６的旁边，写下朋友或亲戚的名字幕（不要有欺骗行为）

五、在序号８、９、１０、１１的旁边，写下４首歌的名字。

六、最後，许一个愿。

结果：
１. 你必须把这个游戏告诉给（序号２旁边写下的数字）个人。
２. 序号３是你所爱的人。
３. 序号７是你所喜欢的但不能与之相伴的人。
４. 序号４是你最关心的人。
５. 序号５是非常了解你的人。
６. 序号６是你重要的人。
７. 序号８的歌适合序号３的人。
８. 序号９的歌适合序号７的人。
９. 序号１０的歌最能代表你的想法。
１０. 序号１１的歌是你对生活的感受。

Hi, sickness.

2010-11-24T19:13:00.004+08:00

I know it is not the right time to be here and yet I still want to say this: I am freaking sick now, not because of exam but real SICK.

Today is the second day of SPM as you all know. Just completed English paper this morning and surprised with Caleb's appearance as I only get to know this morning. Blamed my stupid phone. Well, waking up of the first day of SPM. The first thing came to my mind was : Oh shit, how come my nose is stuck? Indeed I fit into my condition less than 5 seconds. Yes, I know I am running rose early in the morning at the very first day of SPM.

It doesn't bother me so much as flu is just so common to me. Well, things gone badly after that. Currrently, I even having sore throat and my speaking tone had slightly changed too ! Now, I am so so so lazy to talk. I was like... OMO, how can I be so sick at this time ? Can't you visit me after the exam ? Reaching home before the paper ended and I had paracetamol. I have NO CHOICE, I have to get so well right after I took a short nap. Is having history paper tomorrow !!

Beyond sickness, I have to work even harder. This is the my last chance before I enter the examination hall. Slacking, please don't do that. Anyhow, I highly appreciated those who wished me for the exam. Thank you, with love ♥ =D

I can do it
- JeaN -

Emcee night.

2010-11-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

EMCEE, it is actually a very strange word for me. To be exact, I couldn't search this word in my dictionary. For a very simple reason : Because I never thought I will become an emcee one day. Since yesterday, Buddhist camp for secondary students was launched in Bandar Baru FGY and today is the second day of the camp. Unexpectedly, I was being choose to in charge of the emcee job. In fact, I always look so fine and stable no matter how hard or big is the event which I have to handle it. Yet, I'm not that brave as you think. I could be afraid too.

True enough, I felt my hand was shivering when I took up my phone before the show started and I clearly knew my hand was sweating. It was telling me : hey girl, you were really afraid of it, you have to keep it up. Indeed I was not dreaming all these days and I really handled and done with this job. Oh god, TERRIBLE NIGHT for me. I did mistakes and I am mentally tired right now ! My legs feel like breaking off right now too.

The night is finally over and I realized how hard is an emcee task. It was really a hard job when you need to get attention from everyone from the seat. You have to speak something humorous, different and wisdom. I don't think I have that talent, erm hmm.. still wondering ** It really test on how much knowledge you have and also reaction on the spot.

Phew ~ pass by and take a peek on my costume =)

Well, SPM is 2 days away after this night.
So, good luck to all SPM participants !
1 month before we party all the nights !
ALL THE BEST =D

To You !

2010-11-15T15:32:00.004+08:00

2010, a year full with excitement, happiness and also depression. Life isn't simple. People all around the world is facing problems every single moment and I -- suddenly feel that I am one of the luckiest one.

Is kinda depress when I heard what's happening at your side. Knowing something I have been never know placed me in a total shock state! Until now, I still barely to accept the fact.

I never know things will gone that bad.
I never expect you will left us behind without any foresee.
I expect we are going to have our SPM together.
I expect we are going to class trip after our exam.
I expect we are going to revise together during the exam period.
I expect we are going to hang out together after this.
I expect all of us will not leave one another that fast !

Many regrets came across my mind. In a sudden, everyone's mood turn so down because of your lost. Recalling back all the memories we had together, I actually miss your laughter, your lame jokes, your expression when you got bullied, your helpless expression and even THE WAY YOU SMILE ! We never speak it out but in fact everyone of us care about you. Onwards, your life is tougher than anyone of us. Please stay tough !! We are always there for you ! ♥
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Pee Jing : i sincerely hope you are alright.

Yi Xuan : Thank you fr all u did fr us! Thanks a lot! Playing time, humour joke... And lots and lots!! We will really miss u n love u!!! Hope u are safe.. And alright! May god bless you~ :'(

Jason : all the best in your future life...contact us soon!!!GOD BLESSSS

Sek Koon : Please let us know that you are safe no matter where you are. Its just so different without your existence right now. Feel like wanna see you right now, wanna know how are you right now. All of us will be with you always so please stay strong and we hope to see you ASAP. All of us will be missing and worry about you. May god bless you. We love you and want you back seriously. :((

Pinny : no matter where you are, what you doing, what you facing, i hope that you're safe and well. be strong, my friend. we are always there for you. with love.

Hui Ern : its gonna be a hard time.but i believe each of you are strong enough,not to let your emotion eat you up.we been through and solved so many things together and i believe our strength can turn this situation around too....remember the everlasting spirit we have!

Jean : I am sure this is a hardship for you now. Sincerely hope you can be tough to pass through all these challenges. Remember all of us actually really care about you ! Thanks for the laughter you gave to us. Good luck!

Micheal : Hope to see you soon, mate! Good Luck!!!

Amanda : i really miss him too. like really really miss him. lets just all pray and hope for the best for his family.

We miss you !
- JeaN -